my ears. I’ve shed enough blood today. Don’t need any more, especially at her hands.
“You got the job? You ?” She snorts and unfurls herhand. Fingers reach up and she tucks a long strand of onyx hair behind one perfect ear. Claudia is beautiful. Stunning. Model perfect, with flawless porcelain skin. Wide chocolate-brown eyes, broad, high cheekbones . Full lips.
And a personality as ugly as the outside is gorgeous.
“Carrie Myerson ,” she says, circling me like I’m a piece of meat. Her eyes take in my skinned knee, my messy hair,and suddenly my stoma c h goes cold. All the promises I made myself seconds ago fade.
It won’t be okay. Nothi n g will be okay here. Professor—no, Dean Landau will be hard enough to work for.
I’d forgotten about Claudia.
“You look like a piece of shit that’s been dragged around attached to the ass hair of a cat,” she murmurs. Her voice is like an icicle. Cold, and with a point that pierces.
Eloquent.She always did have a flair for the dramatic. In middle school, she tormented me. Talked a friend into stealing my clothes once while we were in gym class . I had to wear my gym uniform the rest of the day. That’s social suicide when you’re in seventh grade.
Then in eighth grade, she got jealous when I won the choir competition. I had t he only solo in the spring concert. Somehow, she spread rumorsthat I spread rumors that the football team captain had gotten the head cheerleader pregnant. And they aborted the baby. You can’t prove that you didn’t spread rumors.
C onvenient, huh? I was shunned. Booed at the concert. Mrs. B yers, the choir director, tried to control it, but you can’t stop the contagion of a queen bee on the warpath .
After that , she’d just been a royal bitch to me and anyoneshe didn’t suck up to for popularity points. Some new, shiny object caught her attention. Her drama followed.
I see college hasn’t matured her at all.
“Nice,” she says, waving her hand dismissively, “suit. If you can call it that. The tear up the back is a great touch.” Sarcasm drips from her words like venom.
Please tell me she doesn’t work here.
A new wave of cold takes over. I fight notto shiver. No way could she be my boss, right? I was told I report directly to the dean.
But if they created some job between us...
The doorway between the little reception room and the dean’s actual, private office fills with a strong, wide man with grey hair and stylish glasses. He’s looking down at a stack of papers and bumps into Claudia, who sneers at him. She yelps.
“Papa! You almostmade me break a heel!”
“I barely brushed against you,” Dean Landau sa ys . His voice is neutral. Controlled.
He’s used to dealing with her. I feel a pang of sympathy. Raising a daughter like The Claw must take a lot out of you.
The sympathy fades when he looks u p and sees me. Dark brown eyes catch mine. T here’s an intelligence there. It’s scanning me. He’s like a robot programmed to evaluate.
Then he smiles, and he’s charming. Really warm and welcoming, as he reaches his hand out and pumps mine hard.
“Carrie! So glad you’re here.”
If I didn’t know better, I’d think he was a nice guy. Like Brian. Or my dad. Or M ark—
Oh. Wait. Nice guys don’t arrest your dad and testify against them.
A nd they definitely don’t set your dad up for federal drug charges.
“I’m so pleased to work withyou,” the dean adds. I see. This is the game.
We pretend nothing ever happened. Before.
Before.
I can play, too. If life handed out degrees, mine would be a Bachelor’s degree in Pretending Nothing Happened.
Maybe a master’s degree .
Make it a Ph.D.
“Dean Landau,” I say, matching his grip. It’s strong, his skin impossibly smooth for a man. My dad and Brian have rough hands, the kind of palmsa man gets from twi st ing wrenches, holding roofing nail guns for hours, laying pipe.
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