teacher, but sheâs taken time off to raise their child. Ricky talks a little about the tea company.
During lunch, I notice a group of young women, maybe twenty-year-olds. They peel off heavy fur coats. Underneath they are wearing thin leggings with pencil skirts and baby-doll shirts. There are three of them, and theyâre all tall and gorgeous with long, golden hair, exquisite paper-white complexions, and broad cheeks with slightly slanted eyes.
Is this Julia in twenty years? I can picture her dark, slightly slanted eyes and her alabaster skin.
Siberia is a crossroads of European and Asian cultures. Its very name conjures up images of prison camps and frozen death. Siberia equals banishment. Itâs the place people never return from. Or go to, unless they are forced to.
Novosibirsk, with 1.5 million people, is Siberiaâs largest city. It has its own narrative, according to the few bits of information I had been able to scrounge on the Internet before we left. The city was founded in 1893 at the future site of a Trans-Siberian Railway bridge crossing the greatSiberian river Ob. Since 1925, it has been the center of heavy metallurgy and machine-tool manufacturing, of international trade conferences, and of mining and chemical manufacturing. The Ob River, one of the longest in the world, runs through the broad, wide city, flowing toward the Arctic. The river is so polluted with industrial waste and toxic oil it doesnât entirely freeze in winter. Thereâs a world-class opera and ballet house here. In the 1950s, the Soviet government built Akademgorodok, a scientific research complex located on the cityâs outskirts. Novosibirsk has fourteen research institutions and universities.
Neal says heâs going to walk around and get some fresh air. Ricky gets us each another cup of black tea, and we linger a bit longer. âWow, I donât envy him,â I say. âBarbara probably blames him for coming here alone and not seeing that the baby is a problem.â
âI donât know,â he says, blowing on the steamy cup. âShe seems a bit neurotic. I feel sorry for him.â
âWhat would you do if I suddenly had a change of mind?â
âCâmon,â he says. âLetâs go see what we can find to like about Novosibirsk.â
It is cold, but the frigid air is rejuvenating. Our first stop is a store that sells maps. None of the maps are in English. Weâve been wanting desperately to have a map, because we constantly feel disoriented. Weâre driven everywhere by Vladimir. Weâre never allowed to take public transportation. Ricky says they drive us a different route from our housing digs to the orphanage every time just to keep us off our game.
We duck into an Internet café. It is up one level and filled with grungy twenty-somethings. They scowl when they see us. The computer is slow. Our friend Jay has been staying at our apartment with our cat. Heâs our only lifeline. His e-mails are peppered with adorable things Floopy has done. He reports on the catâs eating and bathroom habits. He mentions how tense things are as President George W. Bush prepares to start a war in Iraq.
I sign off with a heavy heart. What grief will a war in Iraq bring? Will New York be targeted again by terrorists? I have not been the same since 9/11. The horrific attack left me unable to feel unfettered and free in a city Iâve loved my whole life. I wasnât at Ground Zero. I only knew people who knew people who died. But I was changed. I stopped riding the subway, I became claustrophobic in high-rises, and I didnât like to be in places with crowds. I craved a little cabin in the woods we could escape to at the drop of a hat. As I reread Jayâs words about Bush waging war, I think maybe we should stay here in this frozen city at the end of the world.
âYou OK?â Ricky asks.
âThe neocons are marching to war,â I
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