Vivian emerged from the metro as a train howled obscurely in the distance. She almost expected the tunnel to collapse behind her in a wave of concrete shambles. Joakim had faded into the darkness long before Vivian tasted fresh air. She reared up from the stairs to greet a city wreathed in humid fog. Nostalgia ached in her chest as she scanned the vacant lot. She left the mouth of the tunnel as the churning wind tugged her forward. Even at the age of eighteen, Vivian felt trapped in a child’s body, reborn into this unforgiving world. Except the man and woman who birthed her were absent now, and in their place was a void of fragile independence. She relied so much on her parents as she braved this emotional cyclone more commonly known as life. They helped her register for classes, taught her how to drive, and provided a dry roof over her head. That security had been stripped away just like the clothes from her body when she worked at the gentlemen’s club. But not even those perverse times could match the vulnerability she felt as she entered the main plaza. This place stirred feelings in her that remained dormant since childhood: ignorance that shielded her from danger. She palpably felt an outside presence that invaded this place and claimed dominion over the ruins. Condemned houses broke the skyline like jagged nails. The district looked like a modern Gomorrah scorched by divine fury. Vacant shops lined the streets. Vivian knew the secrets of this district, a reality that too many denizens shied away from. All the lies concocted by the media could never hide the tragic past that smoldered here. Her eyes fell on a child’s mangled bicycle. Twelve years ago, racial riots drove hundreds of Chinese immigrants from this poor district. Chaos spilled across the district heavily populated by disenfranchised immigrants, resulting in the deaths of twelve armed officers and more than 200 civilians. The area had virtually been quarantined by the government and thus could only be accessed by foot. Renovations had been scheduled to begin last fall but the city council lacked the funds—or more appropriately, courage—to move forward. Vivian strolled past the disgraced cathedral, its Gothic façade bruised by Molotov cocktails. Even the hospital had been tarnished by the violence that oozed through the impoverished ghettos. Cartridges from assault rifles littered the streets, giving silent testimony to the martyrs who fell to their knees in puddles of blood and tears only twelve years ago. She wondered how the police felt as they walked among the site of an ethnic massacre. How many of them had donned riot gear and faced a disparaged population in the bondage of poverty? How many defected when they saw the charred bodies of children being disposed of in the sewers before the camera crews arrived? Not enough , she thought, watching the wind tug on the bicycle wheels. To this day, she still felt the sting of prejudice. She would never shed the label as a “Chink” or “Mulan” in the eyes of the older generation. She was an unwelcome immigrant and no amount of assimilation could cleanse her of that stigma. Suddenly, she remembered the night that violence washed ashore in her neighborhood like a disease-ridden tide. Riot police had swarmed their residence, mistaking it for the lair of a militant activist. The stench of napalm still wafted up from the streets, eliciting unwelcome memories. She could still picture the burning liquid adhering to the wallpaper in her bedroom. She woke to the sound of screaming as a military unit kicked down the doors. Vivian tried to scurry under the blankets before her bedroom door exploded. A loud pop preceded a flash, dissolving her vision and hearing. Silence replaced the discordant bellows of federal intruders. When her vision cleared, incendiary chemicals were eating away at her bedroom walls. Her belly dragged along the carpet as