bags of freshly washed items. âNow you better be carryinâ a boy. I put too much into this thing to end up with a girl,â he teased. It was so nice to see him in such a good mood. He had gone from one extreme to the other, proving to me that just about any man could be turned around.
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I didnât tell Daddy and Etta that I was pregnant until I could no longer hide it. Daddy slowed down from his numerous affairs long enough to give me a hug and a pat on my stomach.
âAnd you better do everything that doctor tells you to do. I donât want my first grandchild to come here with no water head or nothinâ,â Daddy told me, a proud look on his face, glancing at his watch before he dashed out the door less than a minute later.
A few moments after Daddyâs abrupt departure, Etta looked me up and down, shook her head, then let out a deep sigh. âI sure hope that baby donât come into this mean world with them big boat-ass feet like you got,â she said, smirking. Her eyes were on the doorway that Daddy had just trotted through. Ettaâs harsh words didnât bother me as much as they used to. If anything, I felt sorry for her now. It had to be hard being married to a man who led so many women around town like the Pied Piper.
Larry got really excited when I told him that the doctor said I was having a boy. And even though he continued to drop off used clothing that his nephew had outgrown, I spent a lot of money and time at the mall, buying things for the baby. And thatâs exactly where I was when my whole world came crashing down around me.
Dr. White released me on a Saturday afternoon, three days after Iâd delivered my son. âLula, I see youâre still just as tense as you were the other day,â he said, standing a safe distance away from me.
I didnât even respond, even though I had cooled off a lot. I felt bad about being such a bitch to other men because of Larry. And I did manage to give Dr. White a big smile before I left the hospital.
My great big, baldheaded, fierce-looking stepsister, Verna, drove me home from the hospital in her huge truck. She fussed all the way about how Iâd let Larry make a fool out of me. âIf I didnât love you so much, Iâd drag you outta this truck and beat your brains out. Iâm spendinâ the night with you, to make sure you all rightâand to make sure that punk-ass Larry donât show his face. âCause if he do, Iâm goinâ to raise so much hell, theyâll put me on the cover of The Enquirer .â Verna sucked her teeth, glanced at me and shook her head. âI ainât never understood you straight women when it comes to men. I didnât even know Larry that well, but I had his number. All them fairy tales he told you about havinâ four roommates, no money, blah blah blah.â Verna paused and rolled down her window. âThat shit makes me hot just thinkinâ about it,â she said, fanning her face with her hand.
I was too weak to argue with Verna. It never did me much good anyway. I was glad that she was looking out for me. I sat there like a mute, all the way home.
I returned to work a few days later, like nothing had happened. But Larry was gone from my life forever, and so was my son. Verna had taken care of the burial of my baby. She had arranged a memorial service at the funeral home and to my surprise, my mean stepmother, Etta, showed up with flowers. The word mean didnât describe her on this emotional day. She cried almost as much as I did. That meant a lot to me, and it had a lot to do with my quick recovery. I knew then that not every âbadâ person was all bad.
A day after I returned to work, I got a call from Odessa while I was on my lunch break. Even though Odessa wasnât that much older than me, Iâd allowed her to take on a maternal role in my life. The same as Iâd done with my stepsister, Verna. My mother
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