Deanna points to a black-and-white photo of a young Sittu smiling at a very handsome man in a suit. The man is smiling back at her like sheâs the most beautiful woman in the world.
âYes, that was me before the snow settled.â Sittu touches her white hair.
âIs that your husband? Heâs hot,â Deanna says.
âDeanna!â Calling my grandfather hotâ what is she thinking?
âI didnât mean any disrespect.â
âThatâs quite all right,â Sittu says, looking at his picture. âHe was hot. Very hot.â Sittu kisses her middle and index finger and places them over my grandfatherâs face.
âMar, is this you with your grandfather?â Deanna looks sideways at me, questioningly.
Sittu smiles. âThatâs Mariam and her giddu .â
âThat ice cream cone is bigger than I am.â
âYour giddu loved to take you for ice cream. He always bought you three scoops, knowing heâd have to finish it for you.â
I smile like I remember, but I donât. Not until this moment do I realize that we donât have any photos, anywhere, of my grandfather. And the only picture in our apartment of Sittu is of her holding Baba when he was an infant. Now I wonder if it was my grandfather who took that picture.
Sittu puts her hand on my shoulder. âHe loved you very much.â
Itâs nice to hear this. I want to ask her what happened between my dad and his father, why Baba never talks about him. Itâs like Baba doesnât want me to remember my grandfather at all.
âCome on, let me show you your room.â Sittu drops her hand from my shoulder and walks out of the living room. When we get to the hugest bedroom Iâve ever seenâbigger than my living room and kitchen put togetherâSittu says, âThis is your room. I hope you donât mind sharing.â
âOf course not,â I say. The last thing I want is to be alone in this place.
âThis is great,â Deanna says, bouncing on one of the two twin beds. âYou have a beautiful home.â
âItâs more beautiful now you are both here.â
âThank you,â Deanna and I say in unison.
âYou donât need to thank family,â Sittu says.
âWas this Babaâs?â I ask, sitting down at a huge wooden desk and touching the surface around the computer. Baba talks about his desk all the time. Every time he sees me doing homework anywhere but at mine, he says, âWhen I was a child, I did all of my homework at my desk. There was no doing homework at the dining room table. My mother wouldnât have it any other way.â When he talks like this, I picture him chained to the leg of his desk. I look down. No chains.
âThis was his room.â Sittu picks up a framed photo of a class of children in school uniforms. âThis is your baba right here.â She points to a small boy with big ears, sitting in the first row.
âCan I see?â Deanna looks over my shoulder.
âThatâs him.â I tap the child Sittu just pointed to.
âHeâs so cute,â Deanna says.
âYes, but those ears!â Sittu laughs and kisses the photo before putting it back down. I like her laugh.
âThese look like Catholic school uniforms,â Deanna says.
âLycée Français was a Catholic school.â
âCatholic? Really?â Deanna says.
âYes. Muslims often go to Catholic schools here, especially when they are of such quality.â Sittu sounds a lot like Baba. Baba is only a snob when it comes to education. âYouâve had a long journey, so rest a bit, and then weâll have you both call home.â
âMy mom says I need to buy a cell here because mine wonât work,â Deanna says.
âCell?â Sittu asks.
âMobile,â I say, which is what Baba calls it.
âWe can get that at the mall.â
âThe mall?! Thereâs a mall?â
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