business interests, like everything else, leaking money and credibility. Global news was, as usual, dire. Greece about to drop out of the euro. France had a new president, adding to the unrest. Syria continued to murder its own people with impunity.
Stewart was restless, his Zen doing little to ease him down. An almost fevered agitation spurring him on. Ridge was due to visit. He’d even promised her a meal but had been unable to settle to the preparation. His affection for her was huge but now all he could think . . .
“She’s a cop.”
How would she respond if he told her of his treatment of Brennan? Beating the guy to within an inch of his wretched life. They’d been down a lot of dark roads, but some semblance of justice had been riding point, even if it didn’t warrant close scrutiny. He knew if he’d shared with Jack how that would go.
“Good riddance to bad rubbish.”
Yeah.
The doorbell went. He made the mental leap of control, took a deep breath, opened the door. Ridge, cleaned up, dressed in a black tracksuit, white glowing T-shirt, looked tired: hospital fatigue, the shadows under her eyes. She gave him a tight hug and he could feel how thin she was, the years of wear catching up. He lied,
“You look great.”
And she laughed.
She sat on the sofa as he prepared tea. Ridge being one of the few who appreciated his herbal efforts. She said,
“I miss living here.”
A time, last case, he’d given her refuge from her husband and the violence swirling around her. The darkness had reached out, followed them literally to the doorstep, but they’d found a new alliance in each other. To his dismay, he’d enjoyed her company but, one thing he knew, you never traveled back.
Never.
He said,
“It was real good, sister.”
Striving not to leak all over the sentiment with his new shadows. Laid out the tea, the soda bread, honey, crackers, her favorite snacks. He sat opposite, willing himself to tell her about Brennan, to share the burden. She said,
“They’re advertising for police in Australia.”
“What?”
She was serious.
Half the young people were lined up to leave, Australia being very keen to recruit our trained young. Stewart asked,
“But what about Jack?”
She gave a bitter laugh, said,
“We can hardly take him with us.”
Us?
She gave him a shy smile, then,
“Couples seem to have a better chance.”
He was incredulous, pushed,
“As . . . what?”
“Friends?”
Threw him, completely. She moved to pour the tea, reading him wrong, blustered,
“Forget it. It was just a thought. These days, the panic in the air, everybody’s desperate.”
Sharing with her now was slipping away and it seemed to be more urgent. He started,
“If Jack went after the guy who hurt you, would you . . . you know . . . be angry . . . at . . . the vigilante aspect?”
Groaned, the fuck had happened to his facility with language?
She gave a rueful smile, said,
“Thing with Jack, he’d never tell you.”
Said, like, she admired that.
They muddled through the tea, both knowing something had changed but for different reasons, each now locked alone, regretting the inability to spew out the truth. She stood and he tried to lighten the mood with,
“Jack in Australia, eh?”
Harsh tone, harsher look. She said,
“Wise up, Stewart.”
Added at the door to his silence,
“Jack is fucked, always has been.”
I was reading about rinsing.
What?
Yeah, me too.
Describes young women who post on Twitter, Facebook, that they want, say,
“Diamond earrings, new car, some cash-heavy item.”
And an old guy provides.
Seriously.
No physical contact takes place . . . they say.
Jesus, virtual hooking.
The phone rang, heard
“You like literature, Oscar?”
Kelly.
I went,
“Bit early for it.”
Heard the laugh, then,
“See, the thing is, Town Hall tonight, one night only, ‘Irish Literature as Seen Through an Urban Malaise.’”
Then she read me the names of the local suspects who’d be
James Leck, Yasemine Uçar, Marie Bartholomew, Danielle Mulhall
Michael Gilbert
Martin Edwards
Delisa Lynn
Traci Andrighetti, Elizabeth Ashby
Amy Cross
Kevin J. Anderson, Rebecca Moesta
James Axler
Wayne Thomas Batson
Edie Harris