a medallion of beef sausage. âYouâre a damn good cook for someone who hates eating,â he complimented. âThanks.â She ate a bit more of the sausage and gave a saucy toss of her head. âAnd I donât hate eating. Itâs just that my mornings start so early with practice andallâ¦itâs usually time for lunch by the time I take a break.â âDedication indeed. Playing is certainly your passion. So does this condition run in your family?â âMy father has high blood pressureâit runs on his side of the family. But heâs the only one who has the overexertion problem. Then I came alongâ¦.â She ate a bit more eggs. âIn spite of my not drinking or smoking and eating rightââ âHa! When you eat.â She raised her mug in a mock toast. âIn spite of all that, his condition became my condition. What?â she asked, noticing the secretive smile he gave. âJust that itâs hard to believe that you could play so hard, that it affects your heart rate like that.â The smile returned. âI wouldnât compare piano playing to running a marathon.â âMarathon? Iâd never make it past the first turn.â She poked fun at herself then and nodded. âBut in defense of what I do, it is a very exhilarating craft and I put my all into it.â âThe pills must help.â He noticed her frown as if there were a bad taste in her mouth. âKianti? The pills?â He probed. âThey help, donât they?â She pushed away her plate. âRemember what you said about not having the right to know everything?â âIâd say youâve opened the door here,â he challenged and set aside his plate as well. âYouâve already told me so much, why stop now?â âI stopped taking them,â she blurted when it became obvious that he wasnât going to let up on the questioning. Therin stroked a sideburn and seemed to considerwhat sheâd just said. âDidnât you tell me theyâre your only treatment?â She scooted off the stool. âAre you done?â She took his plate without waiting for an answer. âDid Brody take you off of them?â âNo. I took myself off them.â âWhat?â She scraped any leftover food down the disposal and rinsed out the sink. âI took myself off them.â She kept her back toward Therin. âWhy the hell would you do a stupid thing like that?â In reply, Kianti began rinsing the dishes and putting them in the washer. âDoes Brody know?â She grabbed the utensils from the kitchen island. âHe does and heâs fine with it.â Therin stood. âNow why donât I believe that?â Kianti loaded the utensils. âCan we stop talking about it? I donât expect you to get it.â He blocked her way when she moved to collect more items for the dishwasher. âSo help me to get it, then.â âWhy do you care?â she snapped and then pressed her fingers to her temples. âIâm sorry.â She went to rinse out the food warmers. âStop.â Easily, he trapped her against the island, one hand on either side of her. âListen, I donât know you well, but Iâd like to change that.â âWhy?â She kept her eyes trained on the floor. âYou canât possibly be interested in pursuing a sickly woman like me.â âMaybe I am.â His voice was deep and tight with emotion he realized only she had the power to rouse.âMaybe deep down Iâve got some Florence Nightingale tendencies lurking.â He tilted his head to study her face and saw her produce the smile heâd been seeking. He moved back to lean on the corner opposite her. âWill you at least help me understand why youâd take such a dangerous chance with your life?â âThis is almost impossible to explain to someone