theyâre over at the pet shop, getting him a new one.â
âOh, thatâs a good idea.â I try not to laugh, and fail. Justin laughs too.
âHow come youâre abusing your phone?â Justin asks.
I look away and shrug. âItâs just been a bad day.â I glanceback at Justin and add, âI mean, it hasnât been all bad. I mean . . .â Then I stop talking, because I can feel my face flushing redder than the glob of pizza sauce on Justinâs plate.
My cell phone pings once. Then twice. Then again. Three more texts from Kelsey:
You havenât called me. Call me!!
Melinda says you need major help being the PlanMaster.
Are you ignoring me?
âAre you sure youâre okay?â Justin asks. âYou look kind of stressed.â
âI guess I am.â I push my phone away as it pings yet again. âThereâs this project at school Iâm in charge of, and sometimes I think anyone else in the world would be better at it, you know?â
Justin smiles. âI know the feeling. What project is it?â
âIâm the PlanMaster at my school for something called Groove It Up, and itâs not going well.â
Justin gets a strange look on his face. âOh, look, Polly, I thinkââ
âThe thing is,â I say, âmy best friend, who was supposedto be the PlanMaster, sort of dropped out, so now Iâm in charge. But no one seems to think I can pull it off.â
Justin tries to say something, but I cut him off, because it feels good to talk to someone, even if itâs a (cute!) boy I donât know. âAlso, there are girls on my planning committee who are trying to take over, and I donât know how to deal with it.â I tell Justin a few more things, like how Mr. Fish refuses to help me, and how Kelsey planned to give half the slots to our cheerleading team. I also tell him how Melinda always says if our school wins, then the PlanMaster deserves the credit, but how I think she also means if Winston loses, then the PlanMaster is to blame. And I wonder if I could get banished from the Court.
Because that can happen. Last year Haley Miller made the mistake of saying yes when Gavin Clark asked her to the Spring Fling dance. Apparently, heâd been Brooklyn Jonesâs secret crush forever. One day Haley was popular. The next she was banished from the Court. Frozen out. She finished the rest of the year in exile, eating lunch by herself in the library. Because once Brooklyn made it clear Haley wasnât her friend, no one else wanted to be Haleyâs friend either.
Iâm wondering now if I should have thought of that before deciding to become the PlanMaster. Iâm starting to feel stupid for not resigning when I had the chance. No guilt, and no explanations necessary , Principal Allen had said. But if I resign now, wonât that just prove what she and Mom thought? That Iâm too frivolous, too plastic to do anything other than hang at the Court and text?
When I finish, Justin, who looks really uncomfortable, says, âUm, Polly, I think I should tell youââ
âIâm so sorry,â Mom says, walking up behind Justin. âThat took longer than I expected. We need to get going. I have to go back to the office.â Mom looks stressed. She barely glances at Justin before turning around and heading for the exit.
âOkay.â I grab my phone and read the last text from Kelseyâsheâs threatening to break out of the hospital, hunt me down, and pummel me with her cast if I donât call her back ASAP.
âThanks for listening,â I say to Justin, feeling shy all of a sudden. âIâll see you around.â I run to catch up to Mom.
âIâm sure you will,â he calls behind me.
And I donât know why, but this time Justinâs the one who sounds disappointed.
Chapter 8
True Confession: I practice different âlooksâ in front of
Michael Pearce
James Lecesne
Esri Allbritten
Clover Autrey
Najim al-Khafaji
Amy Kyle
Ranko Marinkovic
Armistead Maupin
Katherine Sparrow
Dr. David Clarke