second look. What did surprise him, though, was that she seemed oblivious to their admiration, her manner more hesitant than confident—until she saw him, and then she straightened her back and came towards him with her chin tilted challengingly, like someone ready to do battle, he recognised grimly. No one looking at her now would associate her with that seedy studio and her even more dubious reason for being there.
Marco pushed back his chair and stood up. ‘Would you like a drink or would you prefer to go straight in for dinner?’
‘Straight in for dinner, please,’ Lily answered him ‘Very well.’ A brief inclination of Marco’s head brought the
maître d’
over to their table to escort them through into the restaurant ‘What do you think of the place?’ Marco asked her, observing the manner in which she was thoughtfully studying their surroundings.
‘The decor is stunning.’ Lily told him truthfully, ‘but a woman coming here for a romantic
tête-à-tête
would have to be very careful about what she wore if she didn’t want to end up competing with so much rich adornment.’
‘To the man who desires her the only clothing a woman needs is her own skin. That is far more erotic to him than anything else could be,’ Marco responded.
Lily could feel her face burning from the heat Marco’s words had aroused inside her. The heat
and
the desire. She was glad to be able to sit down at the table to which the waiter had shown them, glad of the room’s soft lightingand the large menu she had been handed to conceal her hot face.
Behind his own menu Marco was cursing himself for the rawly sensual images their exchange had produced inside his head. His imagination was laying them out before him in loving detail, as though answering a need within him that had demanded them. Lily lying naked against the silk coverlet of his bed, watching him, wanting him. Her skin would be all shimmering translucent perfection, fine and delicate, her nipples a deep rose-pink, her sex covered by soft blonde hair. Her legs would be long and slender, supple enough to wrap tightly around him.
Marco cursed himself silently again—and her. If this had been any other woman—if he had not known what she really was—then he could have dealt with the situation by taking her to bed. She was not, after all, the first woman to arouse him, and nor had he ever been short of eager partners to share his bed, but he had never desired any of them with this kind of intensity. What was happening to him? Why couldn’t he control and banish the sensual hunger she aroused in him?
The discovery that he wasn’t able to do so was like having a deep, unbridgeable chasm open up at his feet, leaving him vulnerable and desperately trying to cling on to what he had believed to be a perfectly safe landscape. The discovery was demanding answers to questions for which there was no logical answer, stirring up things within him he had not even known were there. And he didn’t like it. He didn’t like any of it. Marco liked being able to control his responses, not have them controlling him. He liked dealing in facts and logic, notbeing forced to endure the uncertainty of illogical emotions. Most of all he hated the fact that Lily confused him by refusing to a stay true to type. He knew what she was, and yet she kept on exhibiting behaviour that suggested she was something else. Or that he had been wrong about her. That was impossible. Wasn’t it?
The only reason he was even being polite to her was for professional reasons—because of the commitment he had made to the trust’s venture. The last thing he wanted to do was spend time in her company. His pride wouldn’t let him back out of accompanying her, though. That would be tantamount to admitting that he was afraid of the way she made him feel.
He put down his menu, meaning to ignore her, but against his will his gaze was drawn to her. The restaurant was full, and there were many beautiful, expensively
Shan
Tara Fox Hall
Michel Faber
Rachel Hollis
Paul Torday
Cam Larson
Carolyn Hennesy
Blake Northcott
Jim DeFelice
Heather Webber