of coins and such. But I paid no mind to the thought. Iâd not even seen that girl yet, and Iâd not believe Chantry âtil I did.
Right that minute I didnât care much for him. He was a sharp, hard man, I figgered, with reasons of his own for what he done. And seen close up that black suit of his was worn on the cuffs, and the boots he polished nigh everâ night, they were far from new.
Not that Pa and me had better. But he set himself up so high.
âWhat was her name?â I asked him again. I recalled her name. It was a dream name that was downright pretty.
âMarny Fox. Sheâs Irish, Doby,â he said, âor part Irish. They donât much like the Irish back east. Too many of us were poor when we came. But this is a good land and we will earn a place for ourselves.â
âI heard Pa speak of how hard it was. Why do folks have to be like that, Mr. Chantry?â
âItâs the way of the world. Across the sea, every man has a place he fills, and itâs a hard and long thing to break free from it.
âWe have to earn our place, Doby, just like all the others. Thereâs no special sun that shines on any man, regardless of religion, philosophy, or the color of his skin. Thereâs no reason why any man should expect a special dispensation from pope or president. In this country, more than any other, you have to make your mark. Youâre not going to be treated like something special until you are.
âSome men become outlaws. They canât make a living honestly, so they try to do it by force and strength. But everything is against them, and they cannot win.â
âA man has to have some schoolinâ,â I said.
âIt helps. Every book is a school in itself. Each one can teach you something. But you can learn a lot by observation. The most skillful trader I ever knew, a man who started as a pack-peddlerâhe was Irish, tooâbecame a mighty big man in business, and he couldnât write his own name until he was over forty.
âBy the time he was fifty he could speak four languages and write as good a letter as any man.â¦He was a wealthy man before he was able to write.â
âIf you know so much, why ainât you done better?â I demanded, rudely. âI donât see you sportinâ no pocketful of gold, anâ youâre out here at the bobtail end of creation with nothinâ but a horse.â
He looked at me and his eyes were almighty cold. âI havenât done well, Doby, because Iâve been following a will-oâ-the-wisp. Someday Iâll find out what it really was.â He paused a moment. âYour comment is just. I know what can be done, but I havenât done it. Perhaps there were too many rivers I wanted to cross, too many canyons I hadnât followed, too many towns with dusty streets down which I hadnât ridden.
âThe trouble is with wandering that after a bit a man looks around and the horizons are still there. There are nameless canyons and rivers still unknown to man. But a mortal man is suddenly old. The dream is there still, but rheumatism and weakening strength rob him of the chance to go farther.
âSee me five years from now, Dobyâ¦or ten.â
Well, I just looked at him. He wasnât payinâ me no mind, just lookinâ off across the country, thinkinâ his own thoughts. Me, I had thoughts of my own.
Then Chantry walked out to his horse. Whenever he had thinkinâ to do, he curried his horse, fussed over it. Youâd think that black was a baby. Yet he cared for the packhorse just about as well.
I went inside. Pa was settinâ by the fire. âPa, you think heâs speakinâ the truth?â
âWho?â Pa was startled. âYou mean Chantry? Course he is!â
âBut maybe they had reason to kill his brother, if they done it.â
âWe done found the body, son. And I know âbout Mowatt and his
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