nerves. Itâs been less than two weeks since we left civilization but it feels like much longer.
Thereâs a part of me that doesnât want to leave the desert.
Nat laughs when I confess this to her. âSlurpees,â she says. âSteak pies. Ice cream. Mangoes. A cold pint of Cooperâs ale.â
Out my window, I watch the blue sky, the dusty red-brown land, the vastness of the landscape. And I realize something: Iâll come back here. Iâll take photographs that show the beauty of the desert, the glow of the morning sun, the changing colors of the rock. Iâll make everyone see the ancient strength of this place.
Iâll show them how it puts everything else in perspective.
Nat and I fly back to Adelaide together. From the airport, I phone my mother and tell her about Mel, but it turns out she was notified last night. Mel had her listed as his next of kin. Sheâs been freaking out all day, waiting for me to call.
âIâm sorry,â I tell her, after I explain everything that has happened. âAbout Mel. I shouldnât have left him.â
âYou could have died too,â she says. âHonestly, I could kill him.â
The image of Mel lying facedown in the desert flashes into my mind. âYeah. Wellâ¦â
âOh god. Sorry. I shouldnât have said that,â she says. âBut Jaydenâ¦he had no right taking you and Natalie out there. He didnât even discuss it with me. At the universityâthatâs what he told me.â
âI know. Iâm sorry I didnât tell you either.â
I can hear her sigh over the phone. âItâs okay. Iâm just relieved youâre okay.â
âMe too.â
âIâll get your flight changed,â she says. âGet you back here as soon as possible.â
âNo rush. Nat says I can stay as long as I like. I wouldnât mind staying a few weeks, since Iâm here anyway.â
âYou and Natâ¦Itâs none of my business, but are youâ¦?â
âNah. Just friends.â
âYou sound different.â She hesitates. âI was so worried about you before you left. And now all thisâ¦But youâre okay, arenât you?â
âIâm good,â I tell her. âReally good.â
âYou sound good.â She clears her throat. âUm, Anna dropped by the other day. She hadnât seen you at school and wanted to check that you were all right.â
âBetter than all right.â I picture Annaâs round face, her long fair hair, her worried blue eyes. âIf you see her again, say hi for me,â I say.
Chapter Fifteen
Mom really wants me back home, but in the end we compromise on two weeks. I stay with Nat in the brightly painted house that she shares with a bunch of other students. Girls with dreadlocks and bandannas and pierced noses; girls who wear pajamas all day, who cook tofu and soy beans in the big old kitchen, smoke dope on the front steps, pet the various stray cats that have moved in. They treat me like Natâs little brother and it feels fine.
I ride the tram down to the beach at Glenelg, try surfing with reasonable success, go out dancing with Nat and her friends. I eat a lot of steak pies. Nat buys me a disposable camera and makes me do all the tourist stuff: we feed kangaroos at a wildlife reserve, rent pedal boats on the river, eat gelato and watch the buskers in Rundle Mall.
I try not to think too much about Mel. It isnât until Iâm packing to go home that Nat and I discover we still have his bag.
âIt was in the laundry room,â Nat says. âUnder the dirty laundry.â
I take it from her and open it up. A cold shiver runs up my spine as I remember the last time I undid these buckles. âNat? If we hadnât found that sat phoneâ¦â
âWeâd have made it,â she says confidently.
Iâm not so sure. I think we had a chance, but it was a
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