fork clean in a way that stirred another wave of desire in him.
When heâd finished and pushed his plate away without even a smear of gravy left on it, Luke let out a long, loud belch that almost rattled the windows. Celia burst into laughter, covering her mouth with one hand. He covered his mouth, too late for embarrassment.
âThe ultimate compliment.â Her eyes shone.
âBrian must be an idiot,â Luke said, âif he doesnât like your meat loaf.â
Celiaâs smile twisted a little. âHeâs not an idiot. Heâs a very nice man. Butâ¦heâs not you.â
Something leaped inside him, a flicker of what he refused to name as hope. Sheâd opened the door for him. Gone to her knees, given him head so sweet and good it had nearly blown off the top of his brain. He hadnât been expecting it, but it had been just what he needed. Sheâd given him the use of her shower. Fed him. And yet even after all that, heâd somehow still been trying to convince himself she didnât mean any of it.
âYou let me in,â Luke said.
Celia reached across the table to take his hand. She ran her thumb along the back of it, then turned it over to trace the lines in his palm. White scars stood out there, not from the first attack but from others since. A semicircle mark from teeth. She ran a light, tickling finger over the marks, then closed his palm and held his hand in both of hers.
âI know. Crazy, huh?â She tilted her head to smile at him, her eyes still twinkling though behind that light was something darker. âTotally batshit nuts.â
Luke put his other hand over hers holding his. âYeah. Totally.â He paused, not sure he wanted an answer but needing to hear one. âWhy?â
Celia let out a long, heavy sigh. âI donât know. Because I canât stop thinking about you? Because I have a sick and twisted yen for bad boys?â
âIs that what you think I am? A bad boy?â
She tugged her hands gently from his to tick off a list in the air. âLeather jacket. Motorcycle. Beard scruff. Dirty denim jeans, beat-up boots. Oh, and that little matter of the fact you disappear for months at a time.â
It was so far from what heâd ever pictured himself as that he had to laugh, but ruefully. âAnd the matter of the crazy?â
âYou mean the stuff about the monsters.â She said this flatly, no hint of teasing. Her gaze was just as solemn and studying. âThe fact you claim you kill them.â
Luke said nothing.
Celia drew in another breath. She rubbed at her forehead and sat back in her chair, crossed her arms over her breasts. She looked at the back door. âI got new locks. All new doors and windows. Had to take out a home equity loan for it, but I did.â
âGood.â
She looked at him. âYou burn them sometimes. Donât you?â
Luke paused, then nodded. âHow did you know?â
âI know how to use the internet,â Celia said. âI track reports of arson. Funny how often thereâve been deliberately set fires in the same locations as recent animal slaughter casesâ¦or missing persons.â
He said nothing, stunned that sheâd bothered to check up on him. At how easy it had been for her. How stupid heâd been not to be more careful.
âI donât always burn the evidence. There are other ways to hide it, but burningâ¦feels the best.â Saying it out loud that way sounded crazier than anything else heâd told her. Psychotic. âItâs the only way Iâm sure they canât come back.â
She tugged her lower lip between her teeth, her brow furrowed. âYou could chop them into little pieces.â
Luke blinked. She didnât look like she was yanking his chain. âTakes too long. Too messy.â
âAh. Right. Makes sense.â Celia nodded. âSounds gross.â
âCelia,â Luke began,
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