delegations together every year, is in a position to override time-tested official policy out of pure spite. âThatâs a terrible idea.â
âSo Iâll piss off the government. So what? Whatâre they doing for us? Iâm going to embed the names into an opinion piece. Just demolish Wall, point by point. The pressâll pick it up, guaranteed. But I wanted to see how you felt about it first.â Neela pauses. âNow I know.â
Aida doesnât have the energy for a fight over publishing the names. Sheâs exhausted, already. Since the news of her motherâs disappearance, her feelings have become uncomfortably intermingled, like a ball of elastic bands she doesnât dare touch for fear one will snap. She only knows that sheâs lonely. And the people who could fix it are long dead, so far away she can barely make out their faces when she closes her eyes. She can see her grandmotherâs smile. The shape of her grandfatherâs head. âDo what you want,â she says.
Neela clicks her tongue sympathetically. âI know that whatâs happened to your mother is beyond hard for you. It is for me too. . . .â
She breaks off and Aida almost feels sorry for her. Neither Neela nor Danielle ever married. In a way theyâve become each otherâs next of kin â closer than Aida, for sure.
âSheâs going to be alright, you know,â says Neela, recovering. But thereâs an air of cheerleading about it that Aida long ago learned to despise.
âShe always is.â
âI hate to hear you sound so angry. Danielle left you her letters so you could understand better. She canât change the past. Itâs been years. . . .â
âIâll see you tonight, Neela.â
âOkay, Sweetie. Sure.â
Aida hangs up loudly.
Back on the couch, the mining rep is finishing a live rendition of Mitch Wallâs statement from the newspaper. â. . . amounts to trespassing and would result in multiple negative consequences, including a major disruption to our operations, a blow to employee morale, and possible endangerment of the safety of our own families. Obviously, these consequences are unacceptable to NorthOre.â
Barraza nods gravely, and now itâs the turn of Antonio de la Riva Hernández, head of El Salvadorâs anti-kidnapping unit. Below a brush of black hair, he has big eyes that hang low in their sockets, moving slowly from side to side, taking in the room. Aida catches a phrase of his slow, wheezy voice before the translator overlays it. âI am limited in what I can say, of course. But I feel I must clarify that it is the responsibility of my agency and no other, internal or external to El Salvador, to carry out this investigation. This is a crucial moment in our country. The criminal elements would like the upper hand. We will not let them have it.â
Hernández has the mannerisms of a cowboy, which Aida finds comforting. She can see a man like him standing over the dead kidnapper, dual pistols still smoking. But Barraza doesnât speak of any such concrete plans. Just a few more vagaries about readiness and swift action before the camera switches to the anchorâs desk in Toronto. Coverage of the press conference is over. Aidaâs window onto El Salvador slams shut.
She presses the off button over and over until the screen goes blank, then rests the remote on Danielleâs coffee table. She and André sit side by side in a silence broken only by the refrigerator clattering in the kitchen.
âMy mother fell in love there,â Aida says. âLast time.â
André turns towards her. Despite everything, under his square jaw, the olive skin on his neck looks inviting. The eyes, though, are wary. âHer letters?â
âYes. I could read you one.â Aida has half decided not to. André will probably find them corny.
âIf you think itâs important,â he
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