like lily-of-the-valley and has perfectly straight white teeth.
âMidge,â she says, and Iâm surprised that her words arenât echoed by a chorus of nightingales.
How does she even know my name?
âHi, Nina,â I say.
âMy parents are going away this weekend,â she says, flicking back her shampoo-commercial hair with a pale and perfect finger. âIâm having a party. You should come.â
I nearly fall over. Sheâs inviting me to a party?
âReally?â I say. I think of all the times Tahni and I had laughed and giggled and gossiped about Miss Nina Perfect Kennan. I think of how we swore we would never ever be her friend, just because she was so irritatingly perfect. But I donât think either of us imagined it would actually happen.
âBring whoever you like,â she says, as she turns to go. âBring that new boy.â
âSo,â says Ben, running his thumb over my wrist as we sit behind the basketball court. âWhatâs new?â
âNot much,â I say. I think about telling him how weird Tahniâs been today, but decide not to. Itâs sort of because of Ben, and I donât want him to feel bad.
âWho are you doing your English project with?â I ask instead.
âNo one,â Ben replies. âEveryone in my class already has a partner, so I have to do it on my own.â
I ponder the unjust cruelty of the world for a moment. If I were in Benâs class, and he had come to school a day earlier, we could be doing our project together! Instead he has to do it all by himself, and Iâm stuck with stupid socks-pulled-up George. I mean sure, George has had some good ideas, and that story about the Care Bear was pretty funny, but heâs still a weirdo.
âHave you thought about what youâll do it on?â I ask.
âDo what on?â
âYour project. Do you have any ideas?â
Ben smiles at me, this beautiful, radiant, warm smile. His eyes make me go all gooey inside. Those eyes are just for me.
âI thought Iâd get you to do it.â
Iâm still drowning in the eyes. âHmm?â
âMy project. You know how I said Iâd think of a way for you to make it up to me? For not telling everyone your secret? I figured you could do my Communication Project and then weâd be square.â
âOh,â I say. This feels wrong. This isnât the kind of thing that a boyfriend asks his girlfriend to do. Not that I necessarily am his girlfriend. We havenât really discussed it yet. How do you tell? Is it something you have a conversation about?
âI was thinking something to do with the media,â he says. âPhotography maybe. Something cutting-edge.â
I think about that moment in the hallway, when I wanted to die. I wonder what would have happened if Ben hadnât rescued me. He could have laughed, or said heâd never seen me before, and then everyone would know what a sad loser I am.
Except Iâm not a sad loser anymore. Overnight, I went from being pathetic Midge Arkles, whoâs never had a boyfriend and is so desperate she MADE ONE UP , to Fabulous Midge Arkles. A Midge Arkles with a hot boy kissing her in the corridors. A Midge Arkles who wags school to go to a cafe with aforementioned hot boy. A Midge Arkles who people are jealous of. A Midge Arkles who gets invited to Nina Kennanâs party. A Midge Arkles who just might be . . . popular.
And itâs thanks to Ben. This change is because of him. And itâs not just because he didnât tell everyone I made up an imaginary boyfriend. I feel different. The way he looks at me, and talks to me, and nuzzles my neck. It makes me feel like a real girl. It makes me proud to be me. It makes me feel beautiful and special and unique. Because he wants me .
So I tell him yes. Iâll do his project for him.
We spend the rest of lunchtime kissing. Iâm in such a good mood, that, when
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