Have you children?â
That startled him, and he arched a dark brow. âWhy would you think me married?â
Because you have to be. âI just assumed that you would be. You are the earl and have need of an heir. You are older now, fully grown, and Iââ She ground to a halt, so embarrassed that she could only stare at the loose blades of grass that would certainly stain her skirt.
âI was fully grown that first afternoon three years ago, Arielle. As I recall, you told me so yourself.â
âI was a child, a foolish, trusting child. I didnât know anything.â
Her bitterness was a live thing. What the hell had happened? Was this because of Paisley Cochrane? He said calmly, âI am back now to do as I ought. You are right. As the Earl of Ravensworth, I have need of an heir. For that I shall need a wife.â He smiled at her and despite his best intentions, all the tenderness he felt for her was in his eyes. âHave you any thoughts on the subject? Any recommendations, perhaps?â
No, she thought wildly, he couldnât mean what she thought he did. Oh, no. He couldnât want her, at least not as a wife. She was used and dirty andâIt would mean bedding him, doing all those disgusting things, being beaten again and crying with the pain, the helplessness. She realized that she was shaking her head. She jumped to her feet. âNo, I have no thoughts. Well, actually, yes, there are many lovely ladies who live hereabouts. I am certain you will see them all very soon. I must go now. Really, I must.â
Burke stared up at her. He saw fear in her eyes, and distaste. He tried to retrench quickly, saying mildly, emotionlessly, âDonât go yet, Arielle.â
âI shouldnât be here, alone with you.â
âThat didnât concern you when you were fifteen. It doesnât concern me now. Come, stay, and letâs get acquainted again. I was sorry to hear of the death of Sir Arthur. I wrote you.â
Arielle watched him uncertainly. He seemed controlled enough, calm enough. Perhaps sheâd misunderstood him. She had nothing but lovely memories of him. Heâd always acted the perfect gentleman, but still, he was a man and thus unpredictable, not to be trusted.
âYes, I received your letter. Thank you. Of course I couldnât reply.â
âI knew that, yes. You were very young.â
Not only was I young, I was foolish and stupid too. âHow is Lannie? And Poppet and Virgie?â
At least sheâs not bolting, he thought. He said easily, âLannie is just the same, perhaps even more so. I shall probably become her nemesis again now that I am home. My steward, Cerlew, is the current recipient of all her melodramatic wrath. Lannie is very adaptable, as you probably remember. She said she missed you. As for my nieces, theyâre really quite cute.â
âExcellent,â said Arielle.
And that was that? he thought. Burke looked out over the placid lake. âI remember thinking that you and I were friends. That is no longer true?â
Friends . To be friends with a man was an alien thought. It required trust, a commodity that was elusive, indeed a commodity that was most unlikely in her experience.
âNo,â she said honestly, âI donât believe it is.â
That drew him up short. âWhyever not? I havenât grown two heads, and I am still accounted an honorable man.â Heâd meant his words to sound light, humorous, but her expression remained grave, withdrawn.
He wasnât aware, would never have guessed, that she was seeing him in that moment as a very real threat to her. She was seeing a large man, powerfully built, so much stronger than she that he could easily break her, easily intimidate her, easily beat her with little effort on his part. As for his good looks, that made her distrust him all the more. A man who had been a young girlâs dream hero for months was likely
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