thatâthirty-three years? We were seniors in college.â
âAnd how long did you stay together?â
âTwo years.â
âI imagine your parents werenât too happy about your getting married before you graduated.â
âThatâs putting it mildly. Mine werenât crazy about the whole idea, but they accepted it. On the other hand, Evanâs parents were very unhappy when we married and very happy when we divorced. At the wedding they wouldnât speak to me or anyone else in my family. I never knew why. Fortunately for Carlene, they both died before she and Evan met so she was spared hostile in-laws.â Then I added, âThatâs assuming their hostility wasnât reserved for me in particular.â An image of them meeting Kat sprang up in my mind and I tried to hide my smile.
But Kat seemed to divine my thoughts. Giving me a shrewd look, she said, âIâm sure youâre thinking âWhat if Kat met Evanâs parents?â I know Iâm not the kind of woman a guy brings home to Mom. But we live with our choices, donât we?â I reminded myself that Iâd best cease thinking in her presence. Or in any book group memberâs presence. She laughed, then asked, âIf you donât mind my asking, why did you and Evan split up? Was it the hostile parents?â
âThey contributed somewhat, but I didnât see them very much even though they didnât live far away. The real reason, I guess, was . . . youth.â I was going to leave it at that. I limited discussions of my past, preferring, like Carlene, to move forward. But I found myself continuing. âIâm seriousâwe were too young. And, like I said before, he wasnât possessive when we were married. Quiteââ I stopped before saying âquite the opposite.â I didnât want to get into Evanâs open-marriage phase.
Kat and Lucy waited for me to continue, but I didnât satisfy their curiosity. Finally Kat asked, âBut you and Evan are friends now. Did you stay in touch over the years, or did you meet up here in Richmond?â
How much did I want to reveal? If Kat was so gung-ho that Carlene hadnât committed suicide, I didnât want to give her any reason to suspect me of doing the evil deed. If I could suspect Kat, she could examine my motives as well. I caught Lucy watching me with her pewter eyes. Would she come to my rescue and change the subject? But she just clicked away with her needles, and I couldnât wait indefinitely, so I said, hoping I wouldnât let something slip, âWe always kept in touch. Like I said, I lived in L.A. for years, so we only saw each other when I came back east to visit. Dinner mostly. We sent each other Christmas and birthday cards, and occasionally talked on the phone.â I didnât add that the cards had stopped once Carlene came on the scene. As had almost any contact with Evan.
Kat wore a âwell, thatâs interestingâ look on her face. âIâm sure itâs none of my business, but I have to ask. Did you ever want to get back together?â
I felt like agreeing that it was indeed none of her business, but I controlled myself. âI thought about it from time to time, but always came to the conclusion that we were meant to be just friendsâdefinitely not married.â
Lucy offered, âHazelâs mother always liked Evan. She wanted them to remarry.â She continued. âShe didnât like any of your other husbands, especially that one you were married to for thirteen years. Then there was that other guy you went around with in L.A. She didnât like him either.â
âBill Mason. Funny, I thought she did like him. She confided her true feelings to you more than to me.â Funny, because my mom never really got along well with Lucy. âBut letâs move on. We donât need to rehash my failed marriages.â
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