brokensomething, too, when Iâd told her it felt as though she wanted to get rid of me.
âDo they break things?â I asked. âYou know, just drop them out of the blue?â
âI donât think Mumâs ever broken anything,â Rachel said, âbut she rear-ended a parked car. I donât think that was love though. It was more like new contact lenses. She got the contacts just after she met Terryâshe thought glasses made her look older. So you could say love caused it, in a roundabout way.â
âIâm never going to fall in love,â Helen said. âNever in a million years. It makes you do stupid things. My mum started singing. You know, really singing, while she did anything. It was embarrassing. And theyâd have these really long phone calls. I could never get on the Internet.â
Mum sang. But sheâd always been a shower and morning singer. Thatâs why we had the CD player in the kitchen.
âThatâs because theyâre happy,â Sarah said. âI think itâs beautiful.â
âBut you can say that, Sarah, because your mum and dad are still married. Youâd be saying something different if they got divorced and your mum got a boyfriend.â
âSo when you say happy,â I interrupted, âdo you mean just happy, or happy happy?â
âHappy happy,â Helen said immediately. âYou know, take-aways because who can be bothered, singing, new clothes, smiling the secret smile all the time.â
Had Mum been happy happy, or just happy?
When Mum met me at the bus she didnât look any different. She just looked like the same old Kate. She even had her painting gear on. That didnât seem to indicate boyfriend evidence. She looked, well, messy and paint-dabbed.
âHow was camp, sweetheart?â
âIt was great,â I said. âAnd Iâd like you to meet my new friends. This is Helen-Sarah-and-Rachel, my mother, Kate.â
âWell, girls, I am pleased to meet you!â Mum said. âYouâll all have to come over soon for afternoon tea.â
âThat would be cool, Mrs ... I mean, Kate,â the girls chorused in their Helen-Sarah-and-Rachel voice, and I knew that camp had been truly great.
CHAPTER
EIGHT
In the middle of the best week of school ever, Helen invited me to her house for a sleep-over. We were practising netball. Sarah and Rachel were sitting on the grass talking about boys.
âSaturday night?â I repeated, fumbling a defence I should have got. âSaturday night? Iâll have to ask Mum.â
âMy mum works at the TAFE, too,â Helen said. âShe said sheâd look out for your mum in the staff room and introduce herself. She works in Access.â
âI donât think Mum goes to the staff room.â I wasnât sure but it didnât feel like the kind of thing Mum would do.
âEveryone goes to the staff room,â Helen said.âThatâs where the coffee is. You know what theyâre like about coffee.â
Sure enough, when Mum got home from work that afternoon, she said, âI met the mother of one of your new friends, Millie. And she says her daughter has asked you to sleep-over. Is that great or what? Youâve got a better social life than me!â
âI wonât go if youâre going to be lonely,â I said. âItâs okay, honest. I can see them at school.â
âDonât be silly,â Mum said. âOf course youâll go. You want to go, donât you?â
âYes, yes I do. But I donât...â
âIâll be fine,â Mum said. âWeâre finalising things for this exhibition anyway, the one I inherited? I told you about it.â
âOh, sure.â I couldnât really remember but that was okay. If Mum had work to do, sheâd be fine without me.
âAnd then,â she continued, âI might go to the movies.â
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