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Authors: Becky Wilde
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human or otherwise, eventually feels the pain and loss of a loved one. Are you willing to throw away your love, because of your fear? I have always admired your strength and courage to face reality, Megan. Why do fear love more so now, than when you faced the reality of your parents death? Your parents loved you more than you will ever know.
They would want you to be happy. They wouldn't want you to punish yourself, just because you are still alive and they aren't. What do you think they would feel if they knew you were too scared to love, with your whole heart? I will always watch over you, Megan. It takes a great deal of courage and strength to take that final leap of faith. You will never be alone, if you decide not to stay with Nikolai, but you will continue to exist rather than live, if you leave. Is that what you want? Remember me Megan, I love you. Blessed Be,” the female specter stated as she began to fade.
“Wait. Who are you?” Megan asked in a voice full of emotion, as tears coursed down her cheeks.
“I am your Grandmother, child. Your mother and father love you very much, but they want to see you live. Grasp life with both hands, Megan, and don't let go. You won't regret it.”
“I love you too. Tell my parents I love them,” Megan called out as she watched her Grandmother fade before her eyes.
Megan stayed sitting on the bench for quite a while. She cried in a release of pent up emotion; for her guardian spirit, the Grandmother she never knew.
For her deceased parents and then finally for herself.
She finally gave herself permission to grab life with both hands and not let go. She jumped up from the bench, threw her head back and laughed with joy. She was in love and she needed to tell her husband. She wanted to get married, have a human ceremony. She wanted to live with her mate, as a wife should and finally, she wanted to have his babies. She felt so free. She was brimming with so much love, she could barely contain it. She began to run to her destiny. She was not leaving her mate and she needed to tell Nik, she loved him with her whole heart.
Chapter Eight
Megan ran through the maze and entered the conservatory. She didn't think about closing the door behind her, she was in too much of a hurry to see Nik.
She ran through the house and stopped in the kitchen to grab a glass of water. She took the full glass with her and went in search of her mate.
She found him in the study as usual. He was surrounded by his Beta's and a couple of other pack members she had not as yet, met. She gave Stefan a smile as he looked at her. He came towards her, as Nik was still talking to his pack members.
“You look like you've been crying, Megan. Are you alright?” Stefan asked.
“Yes. I'm fine Stefan. I finally have my eyes wide open,” she stated with a smile, which lit up her whole face.
“Welcome to the family, Megan,” Stefan whispered in her ear and kissed her cheek. “Nik won't be much longer and then I'll get everyone out of here for you. I'm sure you would like some privacy to talk.”
“Thank you, Stefan, for everything. What would I do without you?” Meg asked.
“I'm sure you would have come to the same conclusions you have. It just might have taken you a bit longer to work everything out.”
“I will always be here for you Megan. You're not only my best friend, but you are also my sister in law,” Stefan stated.
Megan waited impatiently for Nik to finish up his business with his pack members. She fidgeted until she was driving herself crazy, let alone anyone else watching her. She was about to walk over and take a seat on the sofa, as the male pack members bowed to Nik then to her and left the room.
Nik walked toward her, once everyone else had gone. Meg began to walk to him, to meet him half way.
“Nik, I need to talk to you. I want to explain some of the reasons I've been so hesitant to commit to a relationship.”
“Okay. Would you like to sit down?” Nik
They would want you to be happy. They wouldn't want you to punish yourself, just because you are still alive and they aren't. What do you think they would feel if they knew you were too scared to love, with your whole heart? I will always watch over you, Megan. It takes a great deal of courage and strength to take that final leap of faith. You will never be alone, if you decide not to stay with Nikolai, but you will continue to exist rather than live, if you leave. Is that what you want? Remember me Megan, I love you. Blessed Be,” the female specter stated as she began to fade.
“Wait. Who are you?” Megan asked in a voice full of emotion, as tears coursed down her cheeks.
“I am your Grandmother, child. Your mother and father love you very much, but they want to see you live. Grasp life with both hands, Megan, and don't let go. You won't regret it.”
“I love you too. Tell my parents I love them,” Megan called out as she watched her Grandmother fade before her eyes.
Megan stayed sitting on the bench for quite a while. She cried in a release of pent up emotion; for her guardian spirit, the Grandmother she never knew.
For her deceased parents and then finally for herself.
She finally gave herself permission to grab life with both hands and not let go. She jumped up from the bench, threw her head back and laughed with joy. She was in love and she needed to tell her husband. She wanted to get married, have a human ceremony. She wanted to live with her mate, as a wife should and finally, she wanted to have his babies. She felt so free. She was brimming with so much love, she could barely contain it. She began to run to her destiny. She was not leaving her mate and she needed to tell Nik, she loved him with her whole heart.
Chapter Eight
Megan ran through the maze and entered the conservatory. She didn't think about closing the door behind her, she was in too much of a hurry to see Nik.
She ran through the house and stopped in the kitchen to grab a glass of water. She took the full glass with her and went in search of her mate.
She found him in the study as usual. He was surrounded by his Beta's and a couple of other pack members she had not as yet, met. She gave Stefan a smile as he looked at her. He came towards her, as Nik was still talking to his pack members.
“You look like you've been crying, Megan. Are you alright?” Stefan asked.
“Yes. I'm fine Stefan. I finally have my eyes wide open,” she stated with a smile, which lit up her whole face.
“Welcome to the family, Megan,” Stefan whispered in her ear and kissed her cheek. “Nik won't be much longer and then I'll get everyone out of here for you. I'm sure you would like some privacy to talk.”
“Thank you, Stefan, for everything. What would I do without you?” Meg asked.
“I'm sure you would have come to the same conclusions you have. It just might have taken you a bit longer to work everything out.”
“I will always be here for you Megan. You're not only my best friend, but you are also my sister in law,” Stefan stated.
Megan waited impatiently for Nik to finish up his business with his pack members. She fidgeted until she was driving herself crazy, let alone anyone else watching her. She was about to walk over and take a seat on the sofa, as the male pack members bowed to Nik then to her and left the room.
Nik walked toward her, once everyone else had gone. Meg began to walk to him, to meet him half way.
“Nik, I need to talk to you. I want to explain some of the reasons I've been so hesitant to commit to a relationship.”
“Okay. Would you like to sit down?” Nik
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