required twenty stitches and apparently shocked the executives into submission. His star, the very young, very ravishing Juliet Tormana, who had tantalized Hollywoodâs old stags (including the now-married Warren Beatty), declared that she was sleeping with Crowley and that âthe sex is the best Iâve ever had.â And so on. The usual hype, the usual drivel of celebrity culture. When The Time of No Return was released on nine hundred screens nationwide, it was a gigantic hit, grossing $24 million in the first weekâan unheard-of sum for a âseriousâ filmâand lauded by critics as a valuable, challenging portrait of fin de siècle America, âstark, huge, and immensely disturbing.â The work was nominated for three Academy Awards, and won one for best screenplay, which Crowley had written. He was seen in every Hollywood and New York watering hole. He was arrested for picking a fight with Jack Nicholson in a Brentwood café, calling him, in front of others, âan old bag of shit with one or two cheap actorâs tricks.â He proclaimed that Spike Lee was âan inconsequential talent, a token black director whose work everyone knows is mediocre.â Kathleen Turner, he noted, âhas become fat and mean, with the fat and mean little chin of a lousy actress who canât even act the tart, so why should I want to film her?â Quentin Tarantino, he announced, made cartoons.
And so on. I set the file aside, looked up.
âThey never solved it,â Caroline said.
âI guess I remember that.â
âThey never arrested anyone, nothing.â
âThey probably tried pretty hard.â Certainly Crowleyâs death had received any and all proper official attention, given the intense media speculation. The death of a celebrity in American culture is a commodity worth quite a bit of money, so long as it flickers in the nationâs consciousness.
Caroline brought me another drink, and although I did not want it, I took it. We were, I assumed, now where she wanted us to be.
âSo this is what you wanted me to look at?â I said.
âNo, actually.â
âNo?â
She shook her head.
âI donât get it.â
âThis is what I needed you to look at first, before I show you what I want you to look at.â
âHave I been tricked?â
She smiled. âNo, not really. It will all make sense, eventually.â
âShall I look at the thing you actually want me to see?â
âI want you to see it, but not tonight. Tomorrow, or the next day?â
There was something selfish about her answer, as if I didnât have a job and a family already scheduled, or as if she was so beautiful that I would drop my duties to both to study the life of her dead husband, which, so long as she was around, might, on further reflection, be true. âWhat do you want?â I asked. âYou want me to write a story about your dead husband? Everythingâs already been written about him.â
Caroline sighed. âNo.â
âWhat, then? The police apparently canât solve this.â
âYes,â she said quietly. âI know all this, Porter.â
She seemed distracted by melancholy, and I realized that I had not asked her what it all meant to her, to have her husband killed, to have her life brutally jolted like that.
âHow long did you know him?â My voice sounded thick, stupid now with drink.
âWe were together only about six months.â
âYou got married fast?â
âYes. Very. He was like that â¦â She carefully closed the thick album. âI was like that, too.â
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The minutes passed with a strange luxury to them. We said nothing. Caroline rolled three cigarettes, laid two of them on the glass coffee table, and sat back to smoke the third. I took myself into her kitchen for a little ice and felt suddenly aware of the white starkness of the counters
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