clothes. When he returned, everything seemed fine. Ashleigh Love fed Mr. Starr his last spoonful of oatmeal before packing up to go.
Ashleigh zipped up her big duffel bag and turned to Ryder. âSo, Iâll see you tomorrow?â
Mr. Starr jumped in. âYou never know with my sister, his mom. Very erratic. Always was. He may come and go a bit. One never knows.â
âI didnât know you even had a sister, Mr. Starr,â she said.
âThereâve been many times I havenât known it myself, dear,â he said. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
When the door closed they looked at each other.
âNice girl,â Mr. Starr said.
âYes.â
âSo, you think you can do this?â Mr. Starrâs eyes bored right into Ryderâs core.
Ryder nodded and knew Mr. Starr was talking about their plan.
âTell me again,â Mr. Starr said.
Ryder ticked on his fingers the steps theyâd devised the night before. âI take the subway to Yankee Stadium. I ask a cop where the team bus comes in. I get as close as I can and I shout to Thomas Trent and if I get close, I ask if he remembers Ruby from Auburn. I show him the baseball and hand him the note and tell him I have to speak to him. Itâs a matter of life and death.â
âAnd that you think youâre his son. I want you to say that.â
âReally?â Ryder stared at Mr. Starr. Telling Thomas Trent that Ryder was his son was something theyâd debated long into the night last night. Theyâd come up with no answer until, apparently, now.
âYes. Iâve been thinking about it.â Mr. Starrâs eyes seemed to flash. âYou have to hit him right between the eyes. Get his attention. That will do it, trust me. If you can, say it so only he can hear, but either way, youâve got to say it.â
Ryder shrugged. âOkay. I guess I better get going. They get there two hours before the game, right?â
âSometimes earlier, so donât dawdle. You need to see him today.â Mr. Starr banged a crooked hand down on his armrest. âThe visitorsâ bus should pull up to the loading dock near the garage on 164th Street, but donât take that as gospel. I just readit from some crazy fanâs online blog about how he gets MLB autographs. The guy might be a total loon for all I know. Ask someone whoâs there, a cop or a stadium worker or someone. If anyone asks you why, youâre just hoping to get an autograph on your ball. No one will bother you that way. You got to wait there where the buses arrive, and just shout to him.â
Ryder stared for a moment. âI just hand him the ball and say, âMr. Trent, remember Auburn, New York? Iâm your son. Rubyâs my momâ?â
Mr. Starr blinked. âThatâs it. Thatâll get him and then you hand him the note I printed out last night. My email is on it and hopefully heâll reach out.â
Ryder patted his pants pocket. Mr. Starr had composed a note meant not to scare Thomas Trent off, but to draw him in.
âDo you think itâll work?â Ryder asked.
âWe have to try. Heâs right here, for Godâs sake.â Mr. Starr pulled open a desk drawer and fished around awkwardly for a minute before producing a thin fold of money. âUse this for whatever you need.â
âI canât take your money. . . .â
Mr. Starr shook his head. âI donât need it. You might need it. What about the subway? So just take it.â
Ryder reached out and took the money. He put a hand on Mr. Starrâs shoulder, trying not to recoil at the feel of his frozen frame beneath the white cotton dress shirt that was threadbare and stained around the wrists and collar.
âOh, go already.â Mr. Starr sounded grumpy but his eyes werenât. âAnd donât forget the ball.â
âThank you, Mr. Starr.â Ryder picked the ball up off thecouch
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