Joe and Mike went on a ferryboat ride with the boys to visit the naval shipyard across the sound. Kristin lunched with a friend from her college days and did some shopping downtown. To Judithâs relief, there had been no opportunity for another of her daughter-in-lawâs self-esteem lectures. âIâd forgotten how bossy she is,â Judith said to Renie as the Flynns and the Joneses left Our Lady Star of the Seaâs eleven oâclock Mass. âBut she has many good qualities and I shouldnâtgripe about her,â she added, looking up at the cross on top of the church steeple. âI should be more charitable.â âCount your blessings,â Renie said. âYou get to see Mike and his family fairly often. Our three and their spouses live too far away. Not to mention that we have no grandchildren.â She made a face. âI just did mention it. Damn.â The cousins stopped by Joeâs MG. âWhatâs our plan for getting to the train?â Judith asked. âIâm almost packed, but I feel edgy. Are you sure you know what youâre doing?â Renieâs gaze shifted to Bill and Joe, who were standing by the churchâs south entrance. âPretty much. Which reminds me, Iâd better get in the car first. Stand by for further instructions.â She hurried off to the Jonesesâ Toyota Camry. A few moments later Joe joined Judith in his cherished classic red MG. âI could almost put the top down today,â he said cheerfully. âItâs nice out.â Judithâs tone lacked enthusiasm. âDo you know how Renie plans to get me to the parade and the train at the same time?â Joe frowned before shifting into reverse. âI thought Bill was picking you up at three forty-five. Are you sure Renieâs not joking?â âShe isnât. I suppose sheâll tell Bill they donât need to leave until four and can pick me up on top of the hill.â âMakes sense.â Joe pulled out of the parking place and headed for the avenue. âBill didnât mention it. We were talking about fish.â âNaturally.â The husbands were both avid anglers. Judith remained silent during the final three blocks to the cul-de-sac, trying not to tie herself into knots over how she could get through the dayâand out of townâwithout causing a family rumpus. After Joe put the MG in the garage and turned off the engine, he gazed at his wife. âSo you really donât know what youâre doing today.â âNo.â Judith sounded bleak. âRenie thinks she does, butâ¦â She stopped speaking and shook her head. âAll I know is that Iâm packed except for a few last-minute items. Iâve tried to keep from worrying, but I canât. Except having you ask the Rankerses to take over while weâre gone, I havenât done any of the things I usually do before going away. No trips to the dry cleanersâ, no balancing the checkbook, no grocery inventory. The three parties who were checking out today left before we went to church, and I asked Arlene to welcome the new guests.â She sighed. âI still have to tell Mother Iâm leaving. Iâm going to do that now before I lose my nerve.â She offered Joe a tremulous smile. âWish me luck.â Joe looked unusually somber. âDonât.â âDonât what?â âDonât tell her. Weâll fake it.â âWhat?â Joe took Judithâs hand. âIt wouldnât be the first time you told your mother aâ¦â He grimaced. âAn altered version of what actually happened.â Judith thought about trips she had taken to far-off lands, while convincing Gertrude she was only a couple of hours away from Hillside Manor. Her memory tumbled back even further, to when she and Joe had been engaged over forty years ago. âLike the time we drank too much at the Clover