see that heâs right. There is no fire. There isnât even a trace of one. The canvas roof is whole and untarnished. It has even stopped raining.
I wander back to Noah in a daze. I sit down on the mat next to him. âWhat did you do?â I ask.
He looks at me. His eyes are unreadable. âI made it stop,â he says.
âHow?â
He glances down at his hands. âIt wasnât right,â he says. âIt wasnâtââ He looks at me again, his eyes roaming over my face. âWeâre not supposed to be together.â
I open my mouth to say something, to protest, but he holds his hand up. âItâs true,â he says. âThe islandââ He lets his hand fall. The one motion seems to signal defeat. âThis isnât your destiny, August. However we got called, it was for me, not you. Youâre not supposed to be here.â
I move toward him. âBut I am here.â When he doesnât respond, I push on. âSo these were your people, so what? It doesnât mean anything. It doesnât meanââ But when Noahâs eyes find mine, I know Iâm wrong. âNoah,â I say. I think about him denying me last night. He knew then. âWhat arenât you telling me?â
Noah stands. He walks to the other side of the room, away from me. âI met with the chief today,â he says. âI didnât tell you. I didnâtââ He stops, starts again. âThe reason I can do thatâ¦â He gestures to me.
âHeal,â I say.
He nods. âHeal. Make you glow.â I blush, and Noah turns his head away. âItâs because these arenât just my people. Iâm some kind ofâ¦â He shakes his head, like even the words are ridiculous. âIâm a healer.â He looks at me. âIâm the Healer.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âEvery tribe had a designated healer. The Healer had powers,â he says. âHe could commune with nature. He could protect his people. He was responsible for the tribeâs survival.â I see the apple from that first night turning from brown to brilliant red.
My hands feel cold, and I realize the chill in the air has come back full force. Whatever heat Noahâs body lent me is fading fast.
âIâm a part of that lineage.â He runs his hands over his face. âAn important part they have been missing. The reason there have been droughts and population decline and why everyone is starving, is because I havenât been here.â
âYour dad,â I say.
Noah swallows. âTheyâve been without help for a long time.â
âYouâre the only one?â
âPretty pathetic, huh?â Noah snorts. I want to reach over and touch him, but Iâm afraid heâll push me away. âI canât do anything,â he says.
I look at my arm. I remember the gold light there, how his fingers trailed shooting stars.
âYes, you can,â I whisper. âYou saved my life. You said yourself there are more fish now. There was rain.â¦â
He looks at me, and I see his eyes soften. âI almost killed you.â
âI would have died if you didnât do what you did.â
But Noah just shakes his head. âThe islandâ¦â He drops his eyes to the floor. âIt doesnât want us together.â He slumps to the floor, his elbows flopping over his knees. âThe fire. You getting sick. Itâs trying to keep us apart.â
I feel like laughing. This is so ridiculous, all of it. âWhy?â
âBecause the closer I am to you the less I want toâ¦help them.â
I sit down in front of him. I donât know what to say. I want to say itâs not fair, not at all, but instead what comes out is, âIâm sorry.â
In the next moment he plucks my hand from my lap and brings it to his lips. He kisses my fingertips. I feel my body start to vibrate,
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