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world there was awake time. And there was nightmare time. And the only thing keeping her sane was reading. Not that she was at all sure she was sane.
    Not sure of that at all.
    Patrick heard the knock, too, and barked loudly.
    Lana assumed it was someone needing healing. That was the only reason anyone came to see her. But from long habit and deeply ingrained fear, she lifted the heavy handgun from the desk and carried it to the door with her.
    She knew how to use the weapon. She was very accustomed to the feel of the grip in her hand.
    “Who is it?”
    “Sam.”
    She leaned in to look through the peephole. Maybe Sam’s face, maybe not: there were no windows in the hallway outside, and so, no light. She threw the dead bolt and opened the door.
    “Don’t shoot me,” Sam said. “You’d only have to heal me.”
    “Come on in,” Lana said. “Pull up a chair. Grab a soda from the fridge and I’ll get the chips.”
    “Well, you still have a sense of humor,” Sam said.
    He chose the easy chair in the corner. Lana took the chair she had turned around to face the balcony. She had one of the better rooms in the hotel. In the old days it must have cost hundreds of dollars a day with this great view looking out over the ocean.
    “So, what’s the emergency?” Lana asked. “You wouldn’t be here if there wasn’t some kind of problem.”
    Sam shrugged. “Maybe I’m just here to say hi.”
    It had been a while since she had seen him. She rememberedthe awful damage that had been done to him by Drake. She remembered all too well placing her hands on his flayed skin.
    She had healed his body. Not his mind. He was no more completely healed than she was. She could see it in his eyes. It should have created some sympathy between them, but Lana hated seeing that shadow over him. If Sam couldn’t get past it, how could she?
    “No one ever comes just to say hi,” Lana said. She pulled a pack of cigarettes from her bathrobe pocket and lit one expertly. She inhaled deeply.
    She noticed his disapproving look. “Like any of us are going to live long enough to get cancer,” she said.
    Sam said nothing, but the disapproval was gone.
    Lana looked at him through a cloud of smoke. “You look tired, Sam. Are you getting enough to eat?”
    “Well, you really can’t get enough boiled mystery fish and grilled raccoon,” Sam said.
    Lana laughed. Then she sobered. “I had some venison last week. Hunter brought it to me. He wondered if I could cure him.”
    “Did you?”
    “I tried. I don’t think I helped much. Brain damage. I guess it’s more complicated than a broken arm or a bullet hole.”
    “Are you doing okay?” Sam asked.
    Lana fidgeted and began stroking Patrick’s neck. “Honestly? And you don’t talk to Astrid about it so she comes rushing over here trying to help?”
    “Between you and me.”
    “Okay. Then, no, I guess I’m not doing okay. Nightmares. Memories. It’s hard to tell which is which, really.”
    “Maybe you should try going out more,” Sam said.
    “But none of that is happening to you, right? Nightmares and all?”
    He didn’t answer, just dropped his head and looked down at the floor.
    “Yeah,” she said.
    Lana stood up abruptly and went to the balcony door. She stood there, arms crossed over her chest, cigarette burning forgotten in her hand. “I can’t seem to stand being around people. I get madder and madder. It’s not like they’re doing anything to me, but the more they talk or look at me or just stand there, the angrier I get.”
    “Been there,” he said. “Still am there, I guess.”
    “See, you’re different, Sam.”
    “I don’t make you angry?”
    She laughed, a short, bitter sound. “Yeah, actually you do. I’m standing here right now and a part of me wants to grab anything I can put my hands on and smash it against your head.”
    Sam got up and went to her. He stood just behind her. “You can punch me, if it helps.”
    “Quinn used to come see me,” Lana said, as