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⢠T HE NEXT MORNING I call Lisa and Lilly, my fourteen-year-old twins. Theyâre just getting up and donât know their Dad and I split up.
âIâm over at Nanaâs. Start packing your stuff. Weâll talk about it later.â
âWhy?â Lilly asks.
âIâll tell you later.â
âTell me now.â Sheâs as stubborn as Mom.
âLet me talk to Lisa.â The girls are fraternal twins, alike in so many ways, except personality. Lisa is easier to talk to, more open to reason.
âHold on. Iâve got a call on the other line.â
Finally, I talk to Lisa and halfway explain theyâll be staying with me at Momâs.
âThereâs lots of reasons. Nanaâs sick, too.â
âYou and Dad are splitting. Weâve known it all along. Is Cisco coming, too?â
âThereâs no room. He can stay with Dad until I get us a place.â
âElsaâs gonna get mad.â
âElsa doesnât control me. Sheâll have to get over it.â
Lisa sighs. âAre you all right?â
âNo, but Iâll get better. Donât be surprised when you see me either. You might say Iâve been in a little accident.â
Two days after Christmas, a deputy sheriff dropped by to serve a subpoena on me for assault charges.
âI should be charging her! Look at my face, does this look like I fought by myself?â
âI donât know anything about it, maâam,â he said, uninterested. âAll I do is serve subpoenas.â
âIâm a schoolteacher. Iâve never had any trouble with the law.â
âNobodyâs a criminal until proven guilty, if thatâs any comfort. If I were you, Iâd get picturesâ¦of your faceâ¦you know, before and after. You got any witnesses?â
âI canât think of any.â
âIf itâs your word against hers, itâll be hard to prove,â he said, handing me the papers.
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M y mother doesnât hear the voices again, unless she does but doesnât tell me. She tells Priscilla and Paul about it and Irene, who believes in everything, including rumors of sightings of La Llorona. Who knows if her son, Faustino, wasnât one of the men talking to Jesse that night, Irene says. My mother agrees, yes, of course, Faustino and Aurelio Dominguez, the boy who lived two streets from us. His folks moved back to Mexico after his death. Actually it could have been more, Mom says, there were so many! My motherâs mind is closed to anything Paul, Priscilla, or I tell her that doesnât fit in with what she has decided to believe.
Thereâs no way I can hide my face from anybody. Paul says Iâve joined his ranksâ¦the ranks of street fighters who arenât afraid to take on an enemy in public. I look at my face in the mirror and apply the cream the doctor prescribed, three times a day. The welts are now purple scabs. I feel powerful and ashamed at the same time. What am I teaching my children? What example am I setting for my daughters, especially Elsa, her husband Julio, and my three-year-old granddaughter, Marisol? Elsa will be mad, Lisa says. Of course sheâll be mad, sheâs daddyâs girl. Now Iâm wondering if I would have gotten mad at Mom if she had ever left Dad, and I wasnât even daddyâs girl, maybe Priscilla was. It must hurt to see your parents separated, no matter how hard life is between them.
Paul says I was right to jump Sandra, but Iâm not so sure. Is there evera time when violence is the only way to deal with a situation? Then again, isnât that what war is about? Nations forget common sense, common interests, and make public enemies of each other.
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⢠I RENE CHECKS UP ON Mom daily by phone and walks over at least every other day, but sheâs got her own health problems, varicose veins that run like purple cords down each leg. She wears
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