good looks.â A moment of silence for the dead, and she added, âI donât see as heâll ever git a marker, though. Whoâd pay for it?â
They stood up again, and I was halfway to the door when Mrs. Jones said, âOh, I meant to ast you. What about Will Tweedy?â I drew back as they moved towards the steps. âDid he join the Army while I was gone?â
âNot as I know of.â
âI just donât see how heâs managed to stay out. Nothinâs wrong with him.â
Miss Alice Ann said the trouble was my daddy. âMr. Hoyt just goes to pieces when anybody asts has Will joined up. Claims Will is a heap more use to the war on the home front than if he was a-totinâ a gun.â
Mrs. Jones had just one question. âWhat could be more use to the war than him doinâ his patriotic duty?â
I wanted to stalk out there and take up for myself and Papa too, but what could I say? âIâve always been crazy about that boy,â added the preacherâs wife, âbut even before I left to go see about Sister, folks were sayinâ looks like Willâs a slacker. I donât think Mr. Hoyt ought to carry on so. He ainât the only daddy that cainât bear to think of his boy in foreign trenches.â
I retreated. Sneaked down the hall, out the back door and down the steps, and wandered into what used to be Granny Blakesleeâs rose garden.
For the first time in my life I hated Cold Sassy and all it stood for. Call it Progressive City or Branch Water, I didnât care. âI donât belong here anymore,â I muttered to the rose bushes among the tangled expanse of jimson weed, honeysuckle, trumpet vine, and Johnson grass. I took a cigar and a match out of my shirt pocket, scratched the match across a rock, lit up, and stood there puffing smoke and staringâat nothing. I was suddenly overwhelmed by a great homesickness for Granny Blakeslee and Grandpa.
Granny had died when I was fourteen. Grandpa and I were out here cutting roses at daybreak on the morning of her funeral. I remembered how he had straightened up, indicating the dewy splendor of color around us with the stub of his left arm, and said, âMiss Mattie Lou shore was a fool about roses. Did you know, boy, sheâs got over sixty different kinds?â Later, as he was lining the open grave pit with roses, tears had spilled down on his cheeks.
That was June the fourteenth, 1906. Three weeks later, Grandpa Blakeslee told my mother and Aunt Loma he aimed to marry Miss Love Simpson, the young milliner at his store. He said Miss Mattie Lou was dead as sheâd ever be and he needed him a housekeeper, and a wife would just be cheaper than hiring a colored woman. That afternoon he took Miss Love over to Jefferson in his mule-drawn buggy. They got married at the courthouse.
When Grandpa died the next May, I overheard Miss Alice Ann Boozer say, âIt serves him right, after the way he done Miss Mattie Lou. Married that Yankee woman and didnât live a year,â Cold Sassy eventually accepted the fact of the marriage. But even now, ten years later, nobody ever let anybody forget it.
Her first summer as a widow, Miss Love told me she intended to keep up Miss Mattie Louâs rose garden. But her talent was making hats and money, not growing roses. After Sampson was born, in February 1908, the sixty varieties were on their ownâor, as we say in the South, âown their own.â
I could have waited for Miss Sanna Klein another fifteen minutes and still made the train, but could I really compete with a Harvard lawyer named Blankenship who could quote Shakespeare? I didnât even like Shakespeare. I might have if the teachers hadnât made us read all those footnotes. I could do a pretty good job quoting âTo a Daffodilâ or âTo a Mouseââ
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