money.â
It had to be her. Not many people named their children Cynda, rather than plain olâ Cindy. He only knew one woman with that name. The woman he had wronged. He took off running toward the breezeway where the voices were coming from.
When he reached his destination, Cynda was clutching her poison, screaming at the big bellied man whoâd given it to her. âI already paid you.â
âTrick, please. What you put out wasnât worth half the yank I gave you.â
Standing there, watching Cynda clutch a baggy full of crack, sent Isaacâs mind reeling back in time. Years ago, he had watched her snort cocaine with an old friend. That same so-called friend was now Cyndaâs pimp. He remembered telling Spoony to give him fifty cents, and he could have Cynda. Isaac hung his head. His memories werenât sweet. They were the kind of thing that young children woke up screaming and running to their mommyâs room to get away from. But how could he get away from himself? From yesterday?
Years of smoking dope and turning tricks had taken a bit of a toll on Cynda. She was still beautiful. But she now had a few splotches on her face. Heâd never seen a woman as flawless as the one before him had once been. It took crack to put a pimple on her cheeks.
Defiantly, Cynda told her pusher, âYou got what you wanted. Now, get out of my way before I stick this in your throat.â She brandished a rusty box cutter and her enemy backed off.
âYouâre crazy, you know that? Donât come around here no more.â He backed into Isaac as he left the breezeway.
âCynda,â Isaac almost whispered her name. He was ashamed of the manner in which heâd found her.
She turned, glazed eyes in Isaacâs direction. Silence held them for a brief span of time. âWhat do you want?â she asked while shoving the baggy in the pocket of her mini, mini skirt.
Isaac walked toward her. âCynda, you donât want to live like this. Iâd like to help you.â
Laughing in his face, Cynda closed her knife and put it in her jeans jacket.
Her laughter wasnât the ha-ha funny kind. It was mean and sinister. Isaac couldnât blame her. He even understood the hatred he saw in her dark eyes.
âDo you need anything? What can I do for you?â Isaac asked.
Her hands were on her hips as she posed seductively for him. âThatâs usually my line.â
âLook, Cynda. I was horrible to you. I know that. I just want to help you out of the mess youâve gotten yourself into.â
She harrumphed. âOh, I had help getting myself into this mess .â
He opened his mouth, then closed it. What could he say? He had sold her to the devil.
As if she knew where his thoughts had gone, she told him, âIâve come up in the world, Isaac. I get up to a thousand a night for my services.â
He wanted to ask why she was in the breezeway giving her stuff way if she was so high priced. But he knewâthat monkey on her back.
She strutted over to him and smiled wickedly. âA far cry from fifty cents wouldnât you say?â
He hung his head, then lifted it and stared into Cyndaâs hateful eyes. He hoped the remorse he felt showed on his face. âIâm sorry about that.â
She tilted her head back and hocked up some spit.
Isaac wiped his face with his shirtsleeve as Cynda took off running out of the breezeway and down the street.
He wanted to run after her. Help her to see that he truly wanted to help. Somebody needed to knock some sense in her head. Okay, one of those knocks would be for the spit she flung in his face, but the rest would be for her own good.
He turned and looked at his fatherâs house and reminded himself that he had bigger fish to fry. He needed to deal with his own issues.
Strutting back to the dilapidated house with determination and a twinge of unchecked anger, Isaac told himself that Nina was wrong
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