thirty at the latest and she knew she should really ring Jeff to tell him sheâd be late. But somehow she couldnât face listening to a catalogue of domestic woes. She kept telling herself that Jeff was great with the kids and she couldnât possibly survive the job without him. But there were times she needed to think, unencumbered by the realities of everyday life, of lost school-books and sibling squabbles. And now was one of those times. After draining a large glass of red wine she looked at Joe. âIâd better call Jeff and tell him I wonât be back for lunch.â âDonât feel too bad. Itâs a while since weâve been on the Sunday shift.â Emily tried to smile. Joeâs words hadnât done anything to make her feel less of a rat. And the fact that she was sitting in one of Eborbyâs historic city centre pubs, waiting for Sunday lunch with all the trimmings with a good looking colleague added to her weight of guilt. âCanât be helped,â said Joe. âThe Super wants this Barrington Jenks business dealt with at the highest level and apparently that means us. Another drink?â âThanks, Joe. I bloody need one.â When heâd gone to the bar she fished her phone out of her handbag and called home. Jeff didnât sound pleased. Sarah was asking for her and he had to take the boys to football that afternoon which would mean dragging his reluctant daughter there too. Emily said sheâd be back as soon as she could, careful to make no firm promises. Joe returned bearing drinks and the news that the food wouldnât be long. Emily was glad because the smell from the kitchens was starting to tantalize her empty stomach. Sheâd tried to lose weight so many times but her hearty appetite was her greatest enemy, always waiting to tempt her like her own personal demon. When the dinners arrived the young waiter set the plates down in front of them with an exhortation to âenjoyâ. Emily clasped her knife and fork and tucked in and it wasnât until she was half way through that she looked up at Joe and noticed that he seemed a little preoccupied with a faraway look in his blue eyes. âSomething the matter?â she said, her mouth still half full. He hadnât intended to mention the letter heâd received but he suddenly felt a need to share his dilemma with someone. He took it from his pocket and pushed it over the table towards her. âThis came in the post yesterday.â Emily put her knife and fork down and peered at the letter. âWhoâs K?â âIâve no idea. Iâve been going through all the people I know but I canât think . . .â Emily watched his face. âBut youâve got your suspicions?â He shook his head. âCome on, Joe. Youâre a lousy liar â must be all that time you spent in that Seminary.â For some reason she could never forget that he had once started training to be a priest. Perhaps, she thought, it set him apart from all the other men she knew. Perhaps it intrigued her, although she would never have admitted it. He looked up at her. âIf you must know the writingâs very like Kaitlinâs . . . my late wifeâs.â Emily stared at him in silence for a few moments. The words had shocked her. She knew the bare bones of the story about how Joe had lost his wife but he never mentioned her. She had always assumed that her loss was something heâd rather forget. âYou think someoneâs playing a joke? If they are, itâs a bloody unfunny one, if you ask me.â She had been about to use the word cruel but on second thoughts that sounded a little overdramatic. âAre you going to keep the appointment?â âHave you a better suggestion?â âDo you want some moral support?â She didnât know why she offered but it seemed like the right thing to do. He