have left the Dallas Cowboys to a kid who was a real football player. That was me now.
I fell asleep to visions of me playing on the Cowboysâ field with Jackson and Izzy watching me from the sideline.
The next day, I was walking even more proud than the day before. I went to my classes in the morning, then strutted into the lunchroom and marched right past the popular table, pretending to ignore them completely.
The problem was that I didnât ignore them. I heard when Bryan Markham belched and told the rest of the table, âMinna Zinna thinks heâs tough now. Heâs so tough heâs got a girl at his table.â
The rest of them chuckled and when I glanced over my shoulder, they were waiting. Markham pointed right at me. Jason Simpkin howled with delight, and the rest of them burst into an uproar of laughter. My ears burned as I approached my table. Izzy and Jackson were both already there.
âWhatâs so funny over there?â Jackson was as innocent as he was ignorant in his question.
I was so mad, I didnât even think about my answer. âTheyâre just a bunch of little giggling girls.â
âHey.â Izzy set down her sandwich. âIâm a girl.â
I looked at her and saw she was only kidding, but the laughter from the other table was hot in my ears and what Markham said did make sense to me. I mean, the popular boys didnât let the girls sit with them. They were too cool for that. But here I was, desperate for any kind of friend. This all hit me in a millisecond, and it also hit me that everything was getting ready to change for me and I didnât feel as grateful as I should have that Izzy was my friend.
So, my mouth ran away from my brain and spit out some words on its own. âYeah, I know youâre a girl, Izzy. Maybe you should find a girlsâ table to sit at. This table is for football players.â
Jacksonâs mouth dropped open in shock. Izzyâs mouth became a thin flat line.
âYou, Ryan Zinna, are a jerk.â With a curt nod, she packed her lunch back into her bag, got up, and left.
âHey, little buddy.â Jackson frowned. âWhatâd you do that for? Sheâs really nice.â
âWeâre football players , Jackson.â I glared at him, strong and confident. âDonât you think we should act like some?â
Jacksonâs face grew dark and he stared right back, unafraid of me. âI think we should act like football players on the football field, Ryan. Otherwise I think we shouldnât act like total jerks.â
Jackson and I stared each other down. I felt like I had to show him that I wasnât afraid, and I had no idea which one of us would blink first. But as we gave each other the evil eye, my bigger concern became losing the only real friend I had left.
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I cast my eyes down at my hands and folded them on the table. âSorry, Jackson. Iâm going goofy. With everything thatâs happened, itâs like I donât even know who I am. Does that make sense?â
I looked up and Jackson was back to himself in a heartbeat. He shrugged and sipped at his milk. âThatâs okay, but maybe you should say something to Izzy?â
I looked over at where Izzy had sat down next to Mya at the table of brainiacs, deeply regretting my words to her. âYeah, Iâll try. Let her cool off first, though.â
As impressive as Jackson was on the football field, he was an even better friend. He didnât hold a grudge and he didnât miss a beat. We were soon goofing around, eating and talking about how funny it would be if we walked over to the popular table, stuck our fingers down our throats, and threw up.
âWe could, like, shower them with puke!â Jacksonâs eyes became nothing but slits, and his teeth were bare and white as he howled with laughter.
I couldnât help but think Iâd really like to do that to Markham.
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