any more of your energy on them. Your daddyâs folks are notorious ashe stealers. Donât give in to their negativity, Jayd. Wear your crown, girl, and forget about them. They canât harm you or me if you learn to block them out.â
âYes, maâam,â I think back. Mama always tells me the same thing. Ever since I can remember Mama has warned about guarding my asheâor spiritual energyâfrom negative people, family included. My unclesâexcept for Bryanâand I rarely interact for the same reason. It hurts Mama to keep herself at bay from her own sons, but protection is protection, no matter who the person doing you harm is. And most ashe leachesâas Netta calls themâarenât aware of their negative power and that makes it worse.
âThose snooty-ass Nâawlins girls,â my auntie slurs. âI always knew he shouldâve never married a Creole. We used to hear about your grandmother across the border, and she ainât no better than no one.â I walk over to post up in the hallway where I can get a better view of the house, which is decorated to the nines. The tree is much smaller than Mamaâs but still pretty. Thereâs barely any standing room, so Iâll claim this spot for now.
âAll good things, I hope,â I say, wiping the sarcastic smile right off of her face. I know most of the rumors about my lineage arenât good, but thatâs not our problem. I admit most of my neighbors from New Orleans are haters, but not Mama. The thing I find most peculiar about New Orleans folks is that they tend not to claim Shreveport as a part of the state of Louisiana, which is where my daddy and his folks grew up hanging out, right next to the Texas/Louisiana border. The majority of the folks on his side of Compton are from Mississippi, and thatâs about as country as it can get.
âHi, Jayd,â my cousin Nia says. I donât speak to her too much, especially since she tried to get with Rah when we were all in school together. She still attends Family Christian and Iâm trying to bury the hatchet, but I have a feeling sheâll be the first to dig it up and stab me in the back with it if I put it in the ground too deep.
âJayd,â our little cousin Shelley says, hugging me tight. At least someoneâs happy to see me.
âHey, sweetie. Howâs junior high treating you?â I ask, returning her tight hug. Iâve always loved my little cousin. I used to play with her like a baby doll whenever I saw her. Now sheâs almost as big as I am, and pretty, too.
âI love it,â she says, still naïve of the looming drama Family Christian holds. I hope she stays immune to it through junior high and high school. But I canât help but wonder what happened to her beautiful hair? Damn, she got messed up.
âYou should let me do your hair. Itâll work wonders for you, trust me.â She looks like she got a bad haircut and everyoneâs lying to her face saying she looks flyy. Iâve got to help her out, whether she wants me to or not. I canât let my relative walk around looking like she stuck her finger in an electrical outlet when I can easily hook her up. Besides, itâll give me something else to focus on while Iâm here.
âDonât let that girl touch your head,â my aunt-in-law Sandra says, walking up behind her daughter and pulling Shelley away from me like Iâve got the plague. I see sheâs heard about me and my lineage, too. Noticing my hurt look, she tries to clean up her comment, but I know what she means. âI just mean to say she looks beautiful just like this. My daughter-in-law does all of our heads and sheâs good at it, too.â Well, like the saying goes, denial ainât just a river in Egypt and this sistahâs shoulder-deep in it.
âOkay. But, if you change your mind you can find me at Nettaâs Never Nappy Beauty Salon off
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