pulled the covers underneath her chin. The light from the moon reflected off the wallpaper. She could see the little flower designs of the paper and she had a strange thought. Jean had lost her sight in the end. Some old people lose their ability to walk, to think, and to hear, but Jean had lost her sight. What did it mean, if it meant anything at all and what had she done with those journals? Andrik had to have them. He was Jean's grandson. He didn't seem to know it though. He certainly didn’t know who his daddy was. Now why would Jean not tell him? Martha had done just what Jean had asked all those years ago. She had made Stanley marry Anita and she had left town for good. She had been such a coward back then; drunk, cowardly, and irresponsible. She never asked a question, just ran away because Jean sounded like she knew something real awful. Martha's momma had died a couple of years before the accident and Jean's words reminded her of the last conversation she had with her momma. "I'm dyin, Martha. I need to tell you about a memory I done had since a small child. I don't know if it's a real memory or devil trickery, but I needs to tell you." She had asked for a cup of water and then took a few breaths before she continued. "I seem to remember your grandma Etta grabbing me up from a bed and stealing me away from my own momma. I don't think your grandma was my real momma and I don't think Willetta is the name that was given me. I ain't tryin to scare you baby. I just want you to know about that memory that's done tortured me my whole life." Martha remembered staying cold for days afterwards. Her momma died within hours of that conversation. After the funeral Martha had peered into the faces of her family. She stared at pictures of her momma and Grandma Etta. She saw the resemblance between Etta and her momma just as clear as day. She put the thought of a kidnapping to rest that very same day of the burying and there it lay until Jean started talking about how much power those journals gave her. Well, Martha was no longer a coward. She was eighty years old and could still see fine enough to read and she wanted those journals. There was some reading she needed to do since Jean wasn't here to stop her. CHAPTER 15 Volume 14, pg.1 (January 1911): "Etta going to see her sister in Atlanta, Georgia. I'm glad she gettin away. She been too quiet here lately. She missin Willetta and blamin herself. Maybe some time away will help her heal and help me forgive." # Willetta sat in the porcelain tub and watched the steam rise around her. The four mauve-colored, musk-scented, bath oil beads she dropped in the water were now dissolving before her very eyes. The scent filled the room and promised to relax her taut muscles. The clock sitting on the edge of the antique dresser and face bowl showed the time to be tenthirty. Mama Jean hadn't even been dead twentyfour hours and it seemed a whole week had passed. Surely not enough time for an eighty-year-old estranged friend or relative to show up with tales of being Willetta's grandmother and Stanley's mother. The hours had also drawn Willetta closer to Andrik in the oddest way. They were both victims of some past confusion and were without a clue as to where they stood in the foray. They had come together quietly and inexplicably as one united force against whatever mysteries the future held. When Willetta had returned from Mama Jean's with the journals safely hidden in the trunk of her car and one hidden between her stomach and the waist of her pants, she found Andrik standing in the yard not unlike the first time she had seen him. He demanded that she never leave him alone again with Martha. Willetta had meekly apologized for sneaking away and promised never to do it again. She would have promised anything to keep him from asking her any questions. It was an indicator of the extent of his discomfiture that he hadn't. # Willetta stood from her bath and let the oily