moment. âYou what? â
Trembling, Faith whispered, âI worked for ... Delayna. â
Just hearing the name caused Jamie to jerk hard, all his muscles contracting in reaction. His breath left him in one frantic whoosh.
Of all the things Faith might have said, of all the possible betrayals, he hadnât expected that. Unwanted memories of Delayna flooded into his system. How sheâd pretended to care for him, making love to him, toying with himâand allowing Kline, her lover, to tape every second of it so they could examine him like a fucking mouse in mating season.
All in the name of understanding the anomalous mental phenomena of his abilityâand how personal feelings of affection, love, and finally rejection might affect that ability.
Theyâd wanted to know the way his brain worked, why he made a better remote viewer than all the others. And theyâd wanted to see how heâd do under stress, if he could adequately sift emotion from truth.
On that, heâd failed. Oh, yeah, heâd failed miserably. His pathetic need for Delayna had left him as helpless as an abandoned newborn. Sheâd plotted against him, yet heâd been deaf, dumb, and blind to her deception. He hadnât wanted to believe her capable of such callous manipulation.
Just as he didnât want to believe it of Faith.
Unable to keep the memories at bay, Jamie sucked air into his lungs. Theyâd made him an unwilling participant, a man forced through one repugnant experiment after another. Heâd wanted to leave, but they wouldnât let him. Until his escape, heâd been as much a prisoner as any jailed convict.
And Delayna had watched it all in controlled scientific curiosityâas had Faith.
Crushing pain exploded in Jamieâs head, in his heart. He shoved away from Faith, heaving in his rage.
âGet out.â He meant to shout, but the words came out a mere whisper.
âWait!â Faith scrambled off the mattress after him.
Jamie ducked back from her outreached hand. If she touched him, heâd lose it, and heâd lose himself. At that moment, volatile fury ruled his mind. He couldnât be trusted.
Through his teeth, Jamie rasped, âBe smart, Faith.â His muscles bunched and flexed with the need to retaliate. âGet the fuck out of my cabin and donât come back.â
Full of persuasion and a hint of desperation, her voice gentled. âJamie, please. Just let me explainââ
â No .â He struggled with himself, but it was no use. âYouâve said enough. Your association with Delayna tells me all I need to hear.â
âNo, it doesnâtââ
So bitter and cold his breath should have frosted, Jamie said, âI hate that bitch, and I hate anyone associated with her.â
As if heâd struck her, Faith flinched away. âOh, Jamie, no. You donât mean that.â
âI mean it.â
âYou canât.â
His jaw damn near dropped. How dare she argue with a man in a killing rage? Was she too simple to realize the peril? Too blind to see his fury? And why the hell wouldnât she believe him, anyway? She looked stubborn and determined and ... devastated.
That knocked the wind out of him. What did Faith have to be devastated about? She was the intruder, the one hiding behind deception.
But it wasnât in Jamieâs nature to hurt others. He was a man compelled to help, to make things right for anyone within his realm.
Jesus, he needed to be alone. He needed to collect his thoughts and bury the pain.
Snatching Faithâs arm into a tight grip, Jamie dragged her to the ladder. âGet out. Now.â
Her chin shot up. âI wonât. I canât.â
Incredulous, Jamie stared at her. âYou ...â He didnât know what to say. In his present mood, he scared himself.
But she didnât look afraid. Worried, yes, but not really fearful.
If only he could detect
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