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her to phone him, instead of just putting Ronnie outside again. He’d promised her, no questions. He wouldn’t use the incident as pressure to take the boy away from her. Ronnie was the first priority, plain and simple.
But she hadn’t called. She hadn’t trusted him, hadn’t wanted to chance losing the extra money Social Services gave her to raise the boy. And now he was dead.
Halfway through his fourth beer, Dennison started ordering shots of whiskey on the side. By the time the dinner hour rolled around, he was too drunk to know where he was anymore. He’d started out in a run-down bar somewhere on Palm Street; he could be anywhere now.
The smoky interior of the bar looked like every other place he’d been in this afternoon. Dirty wooden floors, their polish scratched and worn beyond all redemption. Tables in little better condition, chairs with loose legs that wobbled when you sat on them, leaving you unsure if it was all the booze you’d been putting away that made your seat feel so precarious, or the rickety furniture that the owner was too cheap to replace until it actually fell apart under someone. A TV set up in a corner of the bar where game shows and soap operas took turns until they finally gave way to the six o’clock news.
And then there was the clientele.
The thin afternoon crowd was invariably composed of far too many lost and hopeless faces. He recognized them from his job. Today, as he staggered away from the urinal to blink at the reflection looking back at him from the mirror, he realized that he looked about the same. He couldn’t tell himself apart from them if he tried, except that maybe they could hold their drink better.
Because he felt sick. Unable to face the squalor of one of the cubicles, he stumbled out of the bar, hoping to clear his head. The street didn’t look familiar, and the air didn’t help. It was filled with exhaust fumes and the tail end of rush-hour noise. His stomach roiled and he made his slow way along the pavement in front of the bar, one hand on the wall to keep his balance.
When he reached the alleyway, it was all he could do to take a few floundering steps inside before he fell to his hands and knees and threw up. Vomiting brought no relief. He still felt the world doing a slow spin and the stink just made his nausea worse.
Pushing himself away from the noxious puddle, the most he could manage was to fall back against the brick wall on this side of the alley. He brought his knees slowly up, wrapped his arms around them and leaned his head on top. He must have inadvertently turned his pager back on at some point in the afternoon, because it suddenly went off, its insistent beep piercing his aching head.
He undipped it from his belt and threw it against the far wall. The sound of it smashing was only slightly more satisfying than the blessed relief from its shrill beeping.
“You don’t look so good.”
He lifted his head at the familiar voice, half-expecting that one of his clients had found him in this condition, or worse, one of his coworkers. Instead he met the grey-green gaze of the woman he’d briefly rim into by the lakefront earlier in the day.
“Jesus,” he said. “You… you’re like a bad penny.”
He lowered his head back onto his knees again and just hoped she’d go away. He could feel her standing there, looking down at him for a long time before she finally went down on one knee beside him and gave his arm a tug.
“C’mon,” she said. “You can’t stay here.”
“Lemme alone.”
“I don’t just care about trees, either,” she said.
“Who gives a fuck.”
But it was easier to let her drag him to his feet than to fight her offer of help. She slung his arm over her shoulder and walked him back to the street where she flagged down a cab. He heard her give his address to the cabbie and wondered how she knew it, but soon gave up that train of thought as he concentrated on not getting sick in the back of the cab.
He retained
But she hadn’t called. She hadn’t trusted him, hadn’t wanted to chance losing the extra money Social Services gave her to raise the boy. And now he was dead.
Halfway through his fourth beer, Dennison started ordering shots of whiskey on the side. By the time the dinner hour rolled around, he was too drunk to know where he was anymore. He’d started out in a run-down bar somewhere on Palm Street; he could be anywhere now.
The smoky interior of the bar looked like every other place he’d been in this afternoon. Dirty wooden floors, their polish scratched and worn beyond all redemption. Tables in little better condition, chairs with loose legs that wobbled when you sat on them, leaving you unsure if it was all the booze you’d been putting away that made your seat feel so precarious, or the rickety furniture that the owner was too cheap to replace until it actually fell apart under someone. A TV set up in a corner of the bar where game shows and soap operas took turns until they finally gave way to the six o’clock news.
And then there was the clientele.
The thin afternoon crowd was invariably composed of far too many lost and hopeless faces. He recognized them from his job. Today, as he staggered away from the urinal to blink at the reflection looking back at him from the mirror, he realized that he looked about the same. He couldn’t tell himself apart from them if he tried, except that maybe they could hold their drink better.
Because he felt sick. Unable to face the squalor of one of the cubicles, he stumbled out of the bar, hoping to clear his head. The street didn’t look familiar, and the air didn’t help. It was filled with exhaust fumes and the tail end of rush-hour noise. His stomach roiled and he made his slow way along the pavement in front of the bar, one hand on the wall to keep his balance.
When he reached the alleyway, it was all he could do to take a few floundering steps inside before he fell to his hands and knees and threw up. Vomiting brought no relief. He still felt the world doing a slow spin and the stink just made his nausea worse.
Pushing himself away from the noxious puddle, the most he could manage was to fall back against the brick wall on this side of the alley. He brought his knees slowly up, wrapped his arms around them and leaned his head on top. He must have inadvertently turned his pager back on at some point in the afternoon, because it suddenly went off, its insistent beep piercing his aching head.
He undipped it from his belt and threw it against the far wall. The sound of it smashing was only slightly more satisfying than the blessed relief from its shrill beeping.
“You don’t look so good.”
He lifted his head at the familiar voice, half-expecting that one of his clients had found him in this condition, or worse, one of his coworkers. Instead he met the grey-green gaze of the woman he’d briefly rim into by the lakefront earlier in the day.
“Jesus,” he said. “You… you’re like a bad penny.”
He lowered his head back onto his knees again and just hoped she’d go away. He could feel her standing there, looking down at him for a long time before she finally went down on one knee beside him and gave his arm a tug.
“C’mon,” she said. “You can’t stay here.”
“Lemme alone.”
“I don’t just care about trees, either,” she said.
“Who gives a fuck.”
But it was easier to let her drag him to his feet than to fight her offer of help. She slung his arm over her shoulder and walked him back to the street where she flagged down a cab. He heard her give his address to the cabbie and wondered how she knew it, but soon gave up that train of thought as he concentrated on not getting sick in the back of the cab.
He retained
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