has also made her a little bonkers.â
He nods.
We just look at each other.
Thereâs no more talk about Phoebe.
Someone walks in and asks for popcorn.
âMake it yourself,â Jason tells him.
We just keep staring at each other.
Aviva comes into the kitchen. âThe Rolling Stones video is on. Dance time.â
âWant to?â Jason asks.
I nod yes, figuring that heâs asking me to dance but ready for more hand-holding if thatâs what he means.
We go into the other room and dance.
Heâs a good dancer. I like the way he moves his body.
Uh-oh . . . Iâm not sure I should be thinking about that.
The dancing goes on until the end of the video and then people sit down to watch
Reds
.
At 6:00 A.M ., when the films end and people go home, Jason and I kiss goodnight . . . and then good morning. And then he asks me to spend the day with him.
âYes,â I say.
We each head to our own rooms for a nap, planning to meet in a couple of hours.
When I get into bed, I think about how Iâve finally met a boy who I really like who likes me.
I also think about how nice it was to kiss him.
I hope that he feels the same way.
Maybe Iâm not the best kisser in the world, but I have a feeling that I could get better with practice.
Iâm so excited that I think Iâll never fall asleep but I must, because the next thing I hear as I wake up is Phoebe saying âRosie, are you awake?â
âNow I am.â I yawn.
âI want to talk to you.â Phoebe is sitting up on her bed.
Itâs probably one of the first times that sheâs gotten up before me.
Sitting up, I say, âOkay.â
Sheâs holding on tight to her pillow, which I hope is not going to turn into a weapon.
âRosie, I thought you were here to be with me,â she says.
âI am with you.â I look at her. âCanât I talk to other people?â
âYouâve spent a lot of time with other people. First with Aviva and then with Jason. I felt all alone.â
âI donât understand. In Woodstock, weâre not together all the time. Youâre with Dave a lot. Youâre with other friends. There were a lot of kids to talk to last night.â I try to reason with her.
Phoebe looks sad. âYou make friends easier than I do. My friends in Woodstock are the ones you introduced me to when I moved there.â
I never realized that Phoebe felt that way.
She continues, âItâs also easier for me to deal with my mother and Duane with you here.â
âBut you got along well with your mother yesterday . . . and arenât you supposed to spend the day shopping with her today?â
Phoebe nods. âYes, itâs not as bad as I thought it would be, but it helps to know youâre there in case it goes badly.â
I think about my date today with Jason and knowthat thereâs going to be trouble when Phoebe finds out.
âLook,â I say. âItâs good for you to be with your mother and work things out . . . .Also, I would like to spend the day with Jason . . . .He asked me out.â
âYouâre going out with him?â
I nod.
âBut youâre supposed to be with me.â She pouts.
Itâs so confusing. Sheâs right. I was brought here to be with her, but Iâve also met Jason and want to spend some time with him. It really is the first time ever that Iâve met a boy like him.
I donât understand Phoebe anymore. She used to be different. She was my very best friend, and now sometimes Iâm not even sure that she cares about me for
me
.
âWhat do you want me to do?â I ask. âPay you back for the airplane flight? Go home now?â I stare at her. âSpend every second with you? Ask permission to go to the bathroom by myself?â
âIâm not that bad,â Phoebe says.
âYou are.â I glare. âYouâre