seagulls wheeling over equally random fishing boats. I donât know which option fills me with more horror.
I pull out a smoke. There are only four left in the packet, so I saunter over to the newsagentâs to stock up. Thereâs an old biddy behind the counter, with this ghastly perm and a mouth that looks like it last smiled in 1952. I ask for a carton and she fixes me with the same runny eyes that Granddad has patented.
âDo you have any ID?â
I try a winning smile.
âIâm afraid I left it at home. Iâm flattered, though. Itâs been a couple of years since anyone mistook me for being under eighteen. Oh, and a newspaper, please.â I reckon if I buy a copy of this sad-looking local paper sheâll think Iâm a responsible and sober citizen. It doesnât work, though. She points to the sign behind her. No ID? No Purchase! As if thatâs the final word, which, of course, it is.
âAh, come on . . .â I say, going for the heavy duty, hardcore persuasive tactic.
âIâm sorry, young man, but I cannot sell you cigarettes without proof of age.â
âLook, who is going to know? Come on, itâs not like a whole bunch of police are about to storm the joint.â
But Iâm talking to myself. Sheâs gone over to tidy up some magazines. Not too far, though, in case I make a grab and do a runner. Iâm seriously considering it.
I wander outside and scope out other possibilities. Thereâs only the supermarket or the bottle shop, so I go for the bottle shop first. But I know whatâs going to happen. In Melbourne, there are dozens of places where I can get grog and smokes and no one ever asks for ID. But this place is a joke. A little community still clinging to moral standards. No one here would break wind in public. In the privacy of their own homes, theyâre probably all downloading porn and converting domestic appliances into sex toys, but they wonât break the law, no sir.
The guy behind the counter can only be about twenty, tops. Iâm hoping I can tap into a kindred spirit. That we will discover a common bond of disenfranchised youth. Turns out he makes the old biddy in the newsagentâs seem radical. Heâs not even prepared to discuss it like a reasonable human being, so I give him the finger and get out of there.
So itâs the supermarket or bust.
Trouble is, I donât want to do the grocery shopping and then be saddled for half an hour with a bunch of heavy bags. So I check out this antique store opposite the bottle shop. Man, Iâm desperate. The shop is dark and smells of dust. So does the owner. Heâs something of an antique himself and heâs wearing a red bow tie.
Iâm so good I scare myself sometimes.
He looks up at me when the bell rings over the front door and he doesnât seem overjoyed at having a customer. In fact, he gives the distinct impression heâs about to call the cops. For a moment I think I might have to buy something expensive, just to prove to him that appearances can be deceptive. But I wonât. It wouldnât do any good, anyway. Heâd only take my money and still think I wasnât worth spitting on.
âMorning,â I say.
He peers over the top of half-moon specs and mumbles. I hate that. And Iâll bet heâs one of those geezers who constantly complains that young people donât have any manners anymore. I browse and itâs as I suspected. More junk shop than antique store. I mean, there are one or two items that look fairly old and might be worth some money, but most of it is chipped and stained jugs and rusty toast racks and bilge like that. I check a couple of the price tags and itâs clear that, despite his grumpy appearance, the dude has a well-developed sense of humour.
Iâm tempted to keep on looking around, simply to annoy the bow-tied fossil, but I havenât got the energy, so I split.
I stroll up and down
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