the point where the accumulations would imbalance the system enough to break it down. I got about seventy years.
It was an impressive achievement, given what they were given, but the universe is a big place, and they needed to do better.
One day while thinking about this problem of closure, a week or more after the fly-by, Andrew Duggins, Al Nordhoff, and Valenski stopped me in the hall. Duggins looked fat and unhealthy, as if the situation were taking its toll on him.
âWe hear that you helped the mutineers evade a Committee police fleet that came near here,â he accused.
âWho told you that?â I said.
âItâs the talk of the ship,â he said angrily.
âAmong whom?â I asked.
âThat doesnât matter,â Valenski said in his clipped, accented English. âThe question is, did Committee police pass us by while we three were incarcerated last Friday?â
âYes, they did.â
âAnd you were instrumental in making the plans to hide from them?â
I considered it. Well, I had done it. And I wanted to be known for what I was. I stared Valenski in the eye. âYou could say that, yes.â A strange feeling, to be in the openâ
âYou helped them escape capture!â Duggins burst out. âWe could have been free by now!â
âI doubt it,â I said. âThese people would have resisted. The police would have blown us all to dust. I saved your lives, probably.â
âThe point is,â said Valenski, âyou aided the mutineers.â
âYouâve been helping them all along,â Duggins said. The animosity flowing from him was almost tangible, and I couldnât understand it. âYour part in the attack on the radio room was a sham, wasnât it? Designed to get you into our confidence. It was you who told them about our plans, and now youâre helping them.â
I refrained from pointing out the lack of logic in his indictment. As I said, paranoia on spaceships is common. âWhat do you think, Al?â I said flippantly.
âI think youâre a traitor,â quiet Al Nordhoff said, and I felt it.
âWhen we return to Mars,â Valenski pronounced, âyour behavior will have to be reported. And you will have no part in commanding the return flight. If you return.â
âIâm going back to Mars,â I said firmly, still shaken by Alâs words.
âAre you?â Duggins sneered. âAre you sure youâre going to be able to jump out of Oleg Davydovâs bed when the time comes?â
âAndrew,â I heard Al protest; by that time I was taking an alternative route to the dining commons, walking fast, rip rip rip.
âDamned treacherous woman, â Duggins shouted after me. His two companions were remonstrating with him as I turned a corner and hurried out of earshot.
Upset by this confrontation, aware of the pressures that were steadily mounting on me from all sides (when would I be compressed to a new substance, I wondered?), I wandered through the complex of lounges outside the dining area. The autumn colors were getting closer to winter: torpid browns, more silver and white. In the tapestry gallery, among the complicated wall hangings, there was a bulletin screen filled with messages and games and jokes. I stopped before it, and a sentence struck my eye. âOnly under the stresses of total social emergencies do the effectively adequate alternative technical strategies synergetically emerge.â Jeez, I thought, what prose artist penned that? I looked downâthe ascription was to one Buckminster Fuller. The quote continued: âHere we witness mind over matter and humanityâs escape from the limitations of his identity with some circumscribed geographical locality.â That was for sure.
Part of the bulletin screen was reserved for suggestions for the name of the starship. Anyone could pick his color and typeface, and tap a name onto the
Promised to Me
Joyee Flynn
Odette C. Bell
J.B. Garner
Marissa Honeycutt
Tracy Rozzlynn
Robert Bausch
Morgan Rice
Ann Purser
Alex Lukeman