âHey, Shanaâ¦. Good, how about you?â¦And Emma?â He laughed. âCareful what you wish for. Sheâll be running before you know it, and youâll never catch up with her. Hey, whatâs your work schedule this week?â¦Because Iâve got a decorating job for you, if youâre interested. A big job. Actually a fast job. It needs to be done by Saturday morningâ¦. Yes, the client from the agencyâ¦.â
He tipped the phone down a little. âWhat style?â
âComfortable contemporary, I guess. Not a lot of knickknacks.â
âDid you hear that, Shana?â He finished up the conversation then set down the phone.
The doorbell rang. Becca beat him to the door, paid for the pizza then inhaled the scent as she carried it to the kitchen counter.
âI bought beer,â Gavin said. âWant one?â
âThanks. I take it your sister is free tomorrow?â
â Only tomorrow, so weâll be hauling through town trying to find the right items. Plus Shana is as picky about price as she is about quality. Youâll get bargains.â
Becca stared at the countertop, her throat aching. âNobodyâs ever done anything like this before. I mean, my brothers did things for me, overdid things, but it wasnât the same. I donât know how to describe it.â
âProbably more accuratelyâyouâve never let anyone. Iâd wager your friend Suki offered to help you with this place.â
âMany times.â They sat at the counter, each grabbing a slice of a combo pizza.
âWhy havenât you accepted?â he asked.
She tried to keep it light. âIâm sure your alter ego, Freud, would know. Avoidance, probably, but I donât know of what.â
âIt is a way of avoiding personal relationships,â he said, thoughtfully. âIf your home is a disaster, you donât invite anyone over. You donât let dates pick you up or bring you home.â
He was watching her for a reaction. âThere might be some truth to that. Plus the fact Iâm busy.â
âWhich is a choice you made.â
âWell, arenât you Mr. Insight?â
âTell me this, Becca. What excuse will you have when our âmarriageâ has ended and your home is acceptable for company?â
He was relentless, and she was annoyed. âThatâs enough, Gavin.â
âDonât you want to meet someone? Fall in love? The whole marriage-and-kids thing?â
âDo you?â
âOf course. Sometime.â
âOf course,â she repeated, going cold. âWell, not me. I donât want that at all.â
His brows went up. âWhy not?â
âYouâre smart. You figure it out.â She couldnât keep talking about it. She flipped the lid down onthe pizza box and shoved it at him. âI think you need to go now. Please.â
It took her a good five minutes after the door shut behind him before she moved. When she did, it was to go to the bedroom to look at the photographs on her dresser.
She didnât find comfort there, but resolve. And that was enough to keep her going.
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At midnight, Gavin was still pacing the floor of his hotel room, doubly grateful now that heâd turned down Beccaâs offer to stay at her place for the week. Heâd needed to be away from her. Far, far away.
But sleep eluded him even more than usual.
He dragged a chair in front of the window, mesmerized by lights dotting the dark sky, whether buildings, planes or stars. The view was familiar now, his having spent several nights there, but it still captivated him.
She had no desire to be a wife and mother. The idea never wouldâve occurred to him.
Heâd been so shocked, he hadnât thought through his response. He shouldnât have questioned her. Shouldnât have boxed her into a corner about such a personal decision.
You figure it out, sheâd said, as if he
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