nudged the table with her hip as sheâd seen me do. Again, I could not tell if the yellow-orange thing had quivered.
âItâs getting old,â she said, sighing. âA connoisseur?â
âI know certain delights.â I shrugged modestly. âNo one else seems to be interested in it, though.â
âThey donât know what it is. I set it out every time, but no one takes.â
âSame brick?â
âIâm afraid itâs lost some of its suppleness; it no longer jiggles.â
âVelveeta,â I said.
âVelveeta,â she confirmed.
With that, I felt as though Iâd liked her forever.
She carried my mounded plate past a man standing at the head of a short hallway. He, too, wore a square suit, like the guard whoâd ridden up in the elevator.
She opened a door, and I followed her in. The room was small, no bigger than the one I had in college, and decorated about as well. A laptop computer sat on a beat-up wood desk backed against a wall. Above the desk, a huge corkboard held a large calendar that was penciled in with dozens of appointments, and a worn picture postcard of a covered bridge that had octagonal windows.
Next to the desk, a metal typing table held an old red IBM Selectric typewriter. A row of high beige filing cabinets ran along an adjacent wall.
Iâd seen crummier-looking home offices, but not many.
She motioned me to a worn wood armchair that creaked when I sat down. After handing me my plate, she went to sit at the desk, in an ultramodern black mesh chair that appeared to be the only expensive furnishing in the room.
âWelcome to Shangri-La, Mr. Elstrom.â
âIt does feel quite comfortable,â I agreed.
âI can think in here.â
âI do my thinking on my roof,â I said, as though that made sense.
âEat, Mr. Elstrom,â she said. âAmanda told me you like to eat.â
The beef blanket was tender enough to cut with my fork. For sure it had never developed muscle swimming in the sea.
I chewed, and waited to chit and chat.
âYouâre still very close to Amanda,â she said.
âYou heard this from Amanda?â
âNot in so many words.â
I looked up from a particularly interesting little piece of cheese. âI like to think weâre still close, yes.â
âSometimes you appear in the newspapers.â
Amanda wouldnât have told her that. Sweetie Fairbairn had done research.
âI try to avoid publicity.â I chewed faster, to clear my mouth. Our small talk, even mitigated by fine nibbles, was presenting the potential to turn nasty.
âIâm considering making a rather sizable contribution to an effort sheâs leading,â she said.
It was as Amanda had said. Sweetie Fairbairn wanted to make sure I had no way of getting at any of the money Amanda raised.
âWe never did share checkbooks, Ms. Fairbairn. Anyway, weâre divorced.â
âI donât wish to offend, but I must be careful.â
âI understand.â
âAre you really an understanding man, Mr. Elstrom?â
âUnfortunately, Iâve demanded to be understood more than Iâve learned to understand,â I said. It was one of the things I thought about, up on my roof.
She smiled faintly and stood up. âThank you for coming,â she said. Sheâd satisfied herself about me in record time.
We went out into the hall. She aimed for a cluster of glittering people. I moved toward the window where Amanda and I had stood a few moments earlier.
I watched Amandaâs reflection in the glass. She was engrossed in conversation with one very thin woman and two distinguished-looking, silver-haired men. She looked happier than Iâd seen her in months, and seemed to especially enjoy the witty asides of one of the distinguished men.
I tried to concentrate on the drama of the view she and I had enjoyed just a few minutes before, but the picture out
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