seeing Julia day in and day out for ten months be worth it? Sheâs only around until May when sheâll get married and move on to her next dilettantish distraction, I told myself. You just need to make it until May.
Around noon, Ernesto popped his head back into the kitchen. âOh, An-nie,â he called, singsong. âYou have a vis-i-tor.â He wagged his thick black eyebrows up and down. Lorena and Carlos glanced at me and I shrugged.
I wiped my hands against my apronâafter all those years, I still could not manage to don an apron without feeling like my mother (a complicated feeling, to put it mildly)âand walked through the door of the kitchen into the shop. The five tables were all occupied and a few people lingered at the counter, awaiting their coffees and covertly tapping their feet to the Latin pop that Ernesto pumped through speakers from his iPod. It was the usual Wednesday Mission crowd: laptops, tattoos, and messenger bags. And there, leaning against the window in a Polo, jeans, and flip-flops, was Jake Logan. On cue, my silly little heart began to thwap around in my chest as though it were hoping to break out and bounce over into Jakeâs arms. Traitor , I thought, giving my heart a few imaginary rat-tat-tat backhand-forehand slaps. I ran my hand over the top of my head and down the length of my ponytail. Iâd later see that Iâd imparted a fine film of flour like a skunkâs stripe down the center of my hair.
âHey,â I said, making my way around the counter to greet him. âWhat are you doing here?â
Jake looked up and grinned. âIâm here to see you, of course.â He kissed my cheek, his hand resting on my shoulder. âMmm, you smell good.â
It felt odd to have Jake kissing me as though we were really truly grown-ups and not just slightly more pulled together (Jake) and curvier (me) versions of our high school selves. I noticed Ernesto watching us and shot him my best go-about-your-business-or-suffer-my-unending-wrath glare.
âDo you live nearby?â I asked. âI havenât seen you in here before.â
âNope, I live in North Beach. Never heard of this place until you mentioned it the other night at the St. Clairsâ. I thought Iâd swing by and see what all the fuss is about.â
âNot much fuss, Iâm afraid. Some coffee, some sweets. This might in fact be the most fuss-free destination in the city. Sorry to disappoint you.â
âNow that I think about it,â Jake said, shrugging and grinning simultaneously, âfuss is overrated. Want to grab a coffee? Catch up? Can you leave?â
I laughed, gesturing at the enormous espresso machine behind the counter. âYou just walked into what is, essentially, a coffee shop and asked if I want to grab coffee somewhere else. Weâre clear on that, right?â
âWell, Iâd ask if you wanted to grab a drink, but I donât know where you stand on the midday cocktail.â
âFair enough. I wonât be finished for another hour though. Can you come back?â
âIâll wait.â
I looked at him. I was still having some trouble adding up the pieces. Jake Loganâyes, the guyâs first and last name seemed eternally bound in my headâhad arrived unannounced at my place of work just to see me. If he were any other guy, I would have found his actions to be a bit too much, a bit stalkerish. But that would have been an Adult Annie reaction. Teenage Annie was internally screaming something along the lines of: Oh. My. God. Jake. Logan. Is. Waiting. For. Meeeeeeee!!!
Back in the kitchen, Lorena smiled at me.
âHow do you know him?â she asked, eyes bright with the promise of gossip. Lorena, ever eager for my stories of the incestuous dating world of young bakers and chefs, swallowed gossip whole like the calcium pills she took to make her bones stronger.
âHeâs not a baker,â I said,
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