feet high over the tussocks of grass.
Pete cooked sausages in the electric frypan, boiled potatoes and broccoli over the little gas stove. They ate in front of the fire, Bonnie and Pete with their plates on their laps, the twins kneeling at the coffee table. Behind the blackened glass of the little door the fire burned, settled into a concentrated heat, red and liquid at its centre. They stared into it.
âWhenâs our birthday?â said Louie.
âSoon,â said Bonnie. âAbout a month away.â
âAnd whoâs coming again?â
âOscar, Frankie, Tom â¦â
âMaya?â said Edie, licking tomato sauce from her fork.
âYes, Maya. All your kinder friends.â
âGrandma?â
âYes.â
âNan and Pop?â
Bonnie looked at Pete.
âNo,â he said, reaching forward to smooth Edieâs hair. âNan and Pop live too far away. They can only come at Christmas-time.â
âAre Nan and Pop your mum and dad?â said Louie.
âYes,â said Pete. âMy mum and dad.â
âAnd Grandmaâs my mum,â said Bonnie.
âAnd your dadâs dead,â said Edie.
âYes.â She reached to bounce Jess in her baby chair. âYouâre getting tired, arenât you, possum?â
âI canât believe these guys are nearly five years old,â said Pete.
âI canât believe it either,â said Edie. She straightened her spine and put down her fork. âLovely dinner,â she said in an important voice. âVery nice.â
Together Bonnie and Pete ducked their heads, slid sideways smiles at each other.
Louie speared a slice of sausage and collected a gob of sauce with it. âDoug says when he was six he could drive a car.â
âI donât know about that,â said Pete.
âItâs true,â said Louie, posting the sausage into his mouth.
âI donât think so,â said Pete. âHe mustâve been joking, Lou.â
âHe wasnât joking.â Louieâs brow knotted. He chomped furiously. âHe told me.â
Pete softened his voice. âWell, maybe ââ
âActually,â said Bonnie, âDoug did say that.â She looked at Louie. âThe world has changed a lot since Doug was a little boy,â she said, feeling her way. âIâm not sure what the rules were back then. But now you have to be really quite grown up to drive a car.â
âYou have to be sixteen,â said Pete. âAnd then you can have lessons. Your mum or dad has to sit in the car with you and show you what to do.â
There was a pause. Louie kept up his chewing, eyes on his plate.
Pete stretched, reached his arms up, elbows out, hands behind his head. âThatâll be you one day, Louie and Edie.â
âOne day,â said Bonnie, âbut not for a long, long time.â
Silence. Louie chewed on, his fork stuck upright in his fist.
Bonnie and Pete sat at the table with a bottle of wine. The children were two dark huddles on the camping mattresses in the middle of the rug, Jess quiet beyond them in the nylon travel cot. The glow of the fire threw the corners of the room into darkness. Over Peteâs shoulder she could see her own face hanging in the black window.
âHow could a six-year-old reach the pedals?â said Pete.
She shrugged. âHe mustâve made it up.â She poured herself more wine.
Pete sipped from his glass and leaned back in his chair. âI feel like a cigarette.â He got up and started searching through the drawers of the single kitchen bench. âMaybe Jim left some.â
She looked into her reflected face. âI didnât know he smoked.â
âHe doesnât really,â said Pete, rummaging. âOnly sometimes. Like me.â He shut the last drawer, scanned the room. âNo luck.â He came over and put his hands on her shoulders. âYou
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