passed me the hold-rope, he said, âSee them scars acrost this blue devilâs muzzle? Themâs hackamore scars; heâs got a tender nose bone. Keep your hold-rope hauled up tight, soâs he canât neither bog or hâist his head. Donât try to grab a-holt of nothinâ when you get throwed!â
Then I eased into the saddle, found the stirrups, and Sid drew his horse away to turn us loose.
Blueboy went up like a geyser, and came down running and crowhopping. He didnât twist or side-jump, and Iâd ridden yearling calves that were harder to stay on. After three crowhopping, bouncing turns around the breaking pen, he settled into a fairly even gait.
I was sitting in the saddle sort of loose-jointedâthinking what I was going to say to Hazelâwhen Blueboy suddenly busted wide open. He caught me when I wasnât ready, and I didnât have a chance. From the instant of his first side-jump, I bounced around in my saddle like a pea in a gourd. I forgot what Sid had told me about keeping the hackamore tight, and couldnât even hold an arm out for balance. Both arms and both legs were flailing and I was flying in mid-air when Sidâs arm looped around me and pulled me across his horseâs neck. I donât think Blueboy even missed me; he kept right on pitching as if he were trying to throw the saddle over the moon.
The wind was knocked out of me so much I couldnât talk when Sid gathered me inâbut he could. He spluttered at me like an old setting hen, wanting to know why in the world Iâd picked Blueboy in the first place, why I hadnât been watching out for tricks, and why I didnât take a dive when he caught me napping. There werenât any good answers, and I didnât try to give any. It seemed as if Iâd made a monkey of myself with everything Iâd tried to do all afternoon, and I didnât feel very happy when Sid let me slide down at the gate. If I could have slipped away, climbed onto Lady, and headed for home, I think Iâd have done it.
Blueboy was still kicking and bucking, and Mr. Batchlett looked pretty sore when he opened the gate and came in. âWell, young fellah,â he said, âyou picked yourself a big handful, didnât you? What you goinâ to do with him now youâve got him?â
âI havenât got him,â I said. âHe had me thrown clear when Sid grabbed me.â
âRode out your ten count, didnât you?â
âYes, sir,â I said, âbut then he wasnât bucking like . . .â
âThen heâs yours! You going to ride him or ruin him?â
For a second it seemed as if the bottom had dropped out of my stomach, and my mouth went dry as powder. The first thought that crossed my mind was that Mr. Batchlett was sore at me for having picked Blueboy, and that he wanted me to get hurt.
I hadnât been so scared since the first time I was dumped off a horseâand I think thatâs what saved me.
That first tumble came back to me in a flash. It had been when I was eight years old. Father had picked me up, caught the horse, and told me to get back on. âUnless you show him whoâs boss right now, it will ruin you both,â heâd told me. âHeâll lose respect for you, and youâll lose respect for yourself.â When Iâd hung back and told him I was afraid, heâd said, âYou donât have to be ashamed of that. Every man who ever did a brave thing was afraid. It doesnât take courage to do the things youâre not afraid of.â
It almost seemed as if I could hear Fatherâs voice again. I looked up at Mr. Batchlett, and said, âIâll ride him now . . . and thank you.â
He slapped me on the shoulder, and called, âGet a rope on that blue devil, Sid! We got a bronc-twister cominâ up.â
There wasnât any real bronc-twisting to my second ride on
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