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one to
casually jump into bed with strangers, but that night had me
feeling fearless and in want of company. I brought my teeth down
lightly onto Ryan’s bottom lip, drawing a low moan from his throat.
He brought his hands to the small of my back and pulled me against
him. I gasped as I felt the hard bulge in the front of his pants
press up against me.
    We fell back against the elevator wall, our
mouths and hands moving wildly. I ran my hands through his short
blonde hair, savoring the boozy taste of him. The world spun around
me as I closed my eyes and trusted myself to the moment. I was
utterly without fear or inhibitions, for once in my life, and I
meant to make the most of it. Ryan pulled me out of the elevator as
the doors chimed open and whisked me down the hall to his door. He
fumbled with his keys for half a moment and wrenched the door open,
all but pulling me inside.
    “Won’t your roommates be annoyed?” I asked,
as he closed the door.
    “They might if I had any,” he replied.
    “You can afford to live without roommates?” I
asked, amazed. “You must be loaded as hell.”
    “That’s one way of putting it,” he said,
stepping back towards me. “But I don’t much feel like talking about
that right now. Or anything, for that matter.”
    He kissed me again, sliding his tongue far
into my mouth. I threw my arms around his shoulders and pressed my
body firmly against his. I could tell from the persistent pressure
against my thigh that he wanted me, and I was ready to give myself
to him for the night. Some part of me, deep down, was screaming
with anxiety at the prospect of sleeping with Ryan. After all, I’d
only ever been with one other guy in my entire life, and that
hadn’t exactly been a positive experience. What if Ryan could tell
how new I was to sex? What if he laughed at me when my incompetence
showed through? But that small, nay saying voice was quickly
drowned out by the overwhelming and unfamiliar feeling that coursed
through my body. For the first time in my life, I felt what it was
to want somebody, to have somebody. I’d found men attractive in the
past, but had never considered them long enough to lust after them.
But it was a feeling I was more than willing to explore.
    Ryan guided me through his massive apartment,
never once letting his lips leave mine. Finally, he pulled me down
onto a huge, king sized bed. I landed on top of him, straddling his
body. I didn’t even care that my dress was bunched up around my
hips, leaving little to the imagination below the waist. I was
giddy with desire, and marveled at how good it felt to be on top of
this handsome man in his beautiful apartment. Feeling adventurous,
I reached for the hem of my dress and attempted to pull it over my
head in the sexiest way I could. But the thing was far too tight to
get off in one fell swoop, and I struggled to free myself from the
clingy fabric. With my dress stuck up over my head, I suffered a
tiny moment of panic, feeling like an idiot and probably looking
like one too. But Ryan laughed and sat up to help me. I was glad
that he wasn’t one to judge a girl for being a little klutzy.
    Sitting before Ryan in my bra and panties, I
felt sexier than I ever had before. He drank in the sight of me,
his eyes bright with lust. I lay back against the soft comforter
and waited for him to lead the way. I certainly didn’t know what I
was doing, but suddenly it didn’t matter. Ryan smiled down at me,
and ran his fingers along the tender skin of my inner thighs. My
whole body responded to his touch, and I felt an unfamiliar warmth
spread through my groin. Is this what it feels like to be turned
on? I thought, amazed by the sensation. I spread my knees apart
for Ryan, waiting for him to teach me what he might.
    He placed himself between my spread legs, and
slowly, gently, began to tug my panties down my legs. I held my
breath as the garment fell away, and I was left open and exposed to
him. Ryan looked reverently down at me,