sun is so bright today,â he said.
âIâm glad to hear you got up to close them,â Ferrin said, ignoring his grumpiness. âWe are having lunch downstairs.â
âWhat?â
âDoctorâs orders, Iâm afraid.â A little white lie never hurt anything, she thought. She just needed him out of this room. Maybe heâd find something to renew his happiness.
âTold you she had it in for me. She knows I canât get out of the bed,â he said.
âBy your own words you closed the drapes.â
âDamn, heard that, did ya?â
She smiled at him. There were moments when he was the father sheâd always wanted. âYup. Now up and at âem.â
âIâm not sure I can,â he said.
âReally?â she asked, walking over to the bed. âYou told me that you donât want to retire, but you will have no choice unless you get up. The thing is, you arenât going to be able to do it all at once. Just one small step each day.â
âYou think?â
âI know. Isnât that what you would tell your players?â
âTouché.â
Pushing the covers back, he swung his pajama-covered legs over the side. He was a big man, almost six-four, and he was solid. She came to his side and offered him her arm, which he took to stand up. He held on to her as he carefully rose. Their eyes met and for the first time in her life she felt as though her father needed her.
Being here while he lay in bed hadnât really made her feel like anything other than a glorified nursemaid. But this...this mattered.
He shuffled over to his chair and she helped him sit down so he could put his slippers on.
âIâm pretty weak,â he admitted.
âYou are. Thatâs why we are having lunch outside.â
She helped him stand up again and he took a few steps on his own and then walked toward the door. It was as if he was trying to make sure he knew his own limitations.
âIâve always made my guys who were recovering from an injury get back on the field. Made them move. I guess I needed someone to make me do it.â
âGuess so,â Ferrin said.
âThanks, sunshine,â he said, before opening the door and making his way carefully down the stairs.
Ferrin followed him down the stairs, wondering how much of their problems was down to her always falling back on childhood disappointments. Maybe she and her dad should start with a clean slate. Start over so she could get to know him as an adult.
Joy was waiting at the bottom of the stairs, watching their slow progress. She winked at Ferrin as Coach stepped off the stairs and made his way out to the patio.
âGood job,â Joy said.
âHe was ready,â Ferrin admitted. But she was secretly pleased.
She stopped in the kitchen to don a beach hat and her sunglasses before picking up her fatherâs college baseball cap and his sunglasses.
She handed them to him as she joined him at the table. Coach stared out at the horizon and she wondered what he saw out there.
âWhat are you looking at?â she asked.
âYour mom and I used to talk about buying a boat,â he said suddenly.
Ferrin figured it wouldnât help him to know that her mom and stepdad had one that they took out on the lake every weekend. âWhy didnât you?â
âI was busy and you were little. Didnât want you to drown. You werenât very strong as a kid.â
âStrong? I was healthy,â Ferrin said.
âYeah, but you werenât outdoorsy,â he said. âI tried to teach you to swim but you cried. I tried to teach you to play football, again with the crying.â
âIâm sensing a theme here,â she said. âI remember you tossing me into the pool.â
âYeah, your instincts never really kicked in,â he said.
âThatâs not how you teach a kid to swim,â she said.
âItâs how my dad did
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