because we’re both Virgos and our birthdays are less than two weeks apart. It’s like we have this natural affinity.” The world dipped dizzily before Nikki’s eyes and a chasm opened at her feet. “What did you say about birthdays?” “Maix is twenty-eight on September 8. Luckily he’s older than me so I won’t be marrying a toyboy!” she gurgled. Nikki dropped her head to her knees to ward off dizziness, the receiver slippery in her suddenly damp hands. It was as though someone had pushed her head underwater and the world receded while thoughts pounded in her head. Her child and Leigh’s child were born only twelve days apart! Could that possibly mean…? No! It was just a terrifying coincidence! “Mom? Are you there? This line is terrible! I keep losing you. What did you say? Mom?” Nikki gasped in some air to steady her swimming head. “Have you told Maix’s parents? What do they think?” Her voice sounded tinny and mechanical in her ears, over the blood thrumming against her eardrums. How had Leigh allowed this relationship to happen right under her own roof? “Not yet. You’re the first one to know. I was just busting to tell someone and you’re the one person I know who will keep it secret. Can you imagine if Janie found out? She’d unzip her lips faster than your models change clothes on the runway,” she laughed. I have to talk to Leigh, Nikki thought as Charley’s words burbled down the line. What if their births weren’t a coincidence? We can’t risk this relationship going any further! “Charley, promise me you won’t even think about announcing an engagement until after July,” Nikki broke into Charley’s happy chatter. “You know I’m in the midst of making plans for my engagement with Lorenzo. Please promise me, you won’t say anything until after that.” Nikki desperately tried to buy time, just as Paddy had. “I’m sorry, I should have thought about that.” Charley sounded contrite. “I know you have a lot to do. But won’t it be exciting planning two weddings? Maixent and I want to get married as soon as we can.” Nikki’s faintness returned. “When are you leaving St Benezet?” “I want to stay an extra week, even though Maix says I interfere with his concentration and he has official engagements and work that he can’t get out of.” She giggled again, the happy sound as irritating as a stone in Nikki’s designer shoes. “So I’ll be back on Saturday week. See you then! Love you, mom.” Nikki crashed the receiver so hard she was in danger of cracking its cradle. She closed her eyes and rubbed her throbbing forehead. Her world was unraveling like a wrap dress about to expose her ugly secret. It just wasn’t fair that nearly thirty years later a one night stand had come back to haunt her with such damning repercussions. In a fit of pique at her husband Alex she had let her passion lead her morals astray with the heart-revving Jean-Luc Dumont. Jean-Luc Dumont. Even the memory of that passionate night was capable of making her heart flutter. When Leigh had crashed into the hotel room and found her lover with Nikki, her raging jealousy and fury had created a devastating aftermath leading to them secretly dumping Jean-Luc’s almost certain corpse with an unknown French doctor. Their friendship had been another fatality of that night. Nikki closed her eyes, taking deep breaths to steady her nerves, but the memories kept rolling forward – the searing urgency of Leigh’s voice, the grip of her fingers holding her in place while she made Nikki swear to keep their secret.
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“We must promise each other that we will never breathe a word of what happened tonight to anyone. Not even to your confessor, Nikki. Not until your dying day. Promise?” Leigh’s fingers crushed hers. Why had she promised? She was terrified, shivering like a hairless cat in the wintery Paris night. What would Alex say if he knew the truth? Would he stand by her?