you.â
âBut you act like my fatherâolder and wiser and father-knows-best.â She spat out an expletive that told him what she thought of that.
âWere you always a rebel against authority?â he asked, sounding perfectly good-natured.
âAlways.â
Michael decided there was only one way to handle an obstinate woman. Heâd lay the truth on the line for her so sheâd have no misunderstanding of what he was saying.
âWeâve kissed what, two, three, four times?â he asked.
The question obviously startled her before she remembered to glare at him in distaste, refusing to answer.
âSomething like that,â he continued in a lazy drawl. âYou reacted strongly each time. Like anger, passion is hard on the heart. How are you going to react when your husband tries to make love to you?â
She didnât answer.
He did it for her. âYou could faint. Or have heart failure. Have you thought of that?â
âNo.â
âPeople laugh when older men have heart attacks while making love, but believe me, it isnât a joke. Itâs damn scary for him and for his partner. How do you think your husband would react?â
âSince I donât have one, I couldnât say.â
âCome on, entertainers have active imaginations. They have to, in order to transport their audiences into their world of make-believe, donât they?â
âYouâre the great philosopher. You tell me.â
What he really wanted to do was sweep her into his arms and take her to his bedroom and show her everything he could make her feel in his arms. It was a temptation, almost more than he could stand.
A light sheen of moisture broke out all over him.
âHaving children would be out of the question. You are correct in that.â
âI might,â she contradicted. âIf I rested and ate right.â She snapped her fingers. âI know. I could take an aspirin a day. Isnât that the miracle cure nowadays?â
âA fight to the finish,â he muttered, admiring her stubborn determination to live life on her terms. He said as gently as he could, âNot for you.â
Three months. One year.
Susan felt the words hammer in her brain. Feigning indifference, she finished the bagel and wiped her mouth. âWell, Iâm off. Thanks for your hospitality.â
âIt was a pleasure.â
There was such sincerity in his reply, such warmth in his eyes, she believed him. She took her dishes to the kitchen to escape his gaze.
He followed her. âI can give you the miracle you need. Let me put your name on the list for a donor.â
Panic raced through her. âIâd rather be dead than never dance again,â she said as fiercely as she could to let him know she meant it.
âYou have a wonderful talent. Why not share it with others by teaching?â
âI donât want to teach. I want to dance.â
âGrow up,â he said, suddenly harsh. âYouâve fulfilled that dream. Go on to another one.â
She grasped the edge of the counter and stared down at its smooth surface. âI canât. Iâd be someone different.â
An invalid.
The hateful word hurled itself from her subconscious into her conscious mind. She would become an invalid, always taking pills, always worrying about a cold, a tiny cut, the least infection that could kill her.
âWhat kind of life would I have?â she questioned aloud.
Laying his hands on her shoulders, he turned herto face him. âIt could be normal. Humans have an amazing capacity to adapt, you more than most. You have great self-discipline. Youâd establish a new life.â
Entranced by his belief in her, she was tempted to concede, to simply give in and stop fighting him and her family and those who thought they knew best for her.
âWhatâs in this for you?â she demanded, wanting to hurt him because of the pain he stirred in
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