too,â Sheila said.
Tony grinned. âYou two sisters?â
âNo, Iâm just hanging out at her house.â I waited for May to invite me too, but she didnât.
Tony eyed them.
âYeah, you donât look a bit like sisters.â
I watched as they disappeared into Mayâs house. As we drove down her dark, curving street, it felt strange now that it was just the two of us in the car. He turned to me. âYouâd be as pretty as May if you were blonde, prettier maybe.â
Though I knew this was just flattery, I couldnât stop smiling.
âThereâs a party at my place tonight. My bandâs gonna play,â he added.
âIâm late. I should have been home hours ago.â
âDonât worry, chickadee. Iâm not inviting you.â
I felt foolish for thinking he was. As he blew a stream of smoke out the window, I took the box with my new patent leather shoes out of the bag at my feet.
âWhat have you got there?â he asked.
âNew shoes.â I lifted the lid and beheld their shiny loveliness, pristine as a frozen pond back east before a single skate had touched it. I missed winter so much. Here, the closest thing to snow was the cold stars that sprinkled the sky. I felt a catch in my throat. What if I never saw snow again? Or Jess?
Tony rested his arm on the back of my seat. âJess never liked going to parties with me.â It was as if heâd known I was thinking about her. He went on, âShe wanted me all to herself. She didnât understand I need to have a lot of other people around, but thatâs not important now. Nothing is the same anymore.â I followed his gaze out the window. We were in my neighborhood. Iâd been down this street many times, but it was like I was seeing the inky palm fronds and soft glow of the streetlights for the first time. Tony was right. Nothing was the same.
I put the box back in my shopping bag. âSometimes I think itâs my fault sheâs missing.â He glanced at me. âIf Iâd told Mom right away when she snuck out, they would have looked for her sooner. She might be here right now.â I slouched in my seat.
âAnd I thought everyone blamed me,â Tony said. He laughed as though my confession was really nothing, and I was relieved. He pulled up about a block from my house and said, âIf your parents saw me dropping you off, theyâd kill me. They donât understand how much I want to find Jess.â
I looked down at my hands. âThey donât.â
âCaroline.â His voice made me jump. âLook here.â He leaned close and pointed to a dull purple bruise on his face. âYou know how I got that?â I shook my head. He pressed my hand to his cheek. I could almost feel how much it hurt. âOne of your dadâs friends. I got other bruises. You want to see?â He began to lift his shirt.
âNo.â I winced. âIâm sorry they did that to you.â
âThey think I know something about Geraldine Keanen. Donât know how they got that idea. Do you?â
My stomach tightened. âProbably some stupid rumor kids are spreading.â
âJesus, I hardly knew the girl.â
I was glad to hear that. âEveryoneâs got crazy ideas,â I said.
âThat private eye your dad sent sure asked a lot of questions.â
âMy dad didnât send him. His boss Ron did.â
âWell, you might want to tell Ron to stop asking me questions and actually start looking for Jess.â
I sighed. âMy dad went to California to look for her, but he didnât find out anything. He didnât even go to Schwabâs.â
âUnbelievable. Thatâs the most important thing he could have done.â
I smiled. âThatâs just what I thought.â
He glanced at himself in the rearview mirror. âEveryone blames me and you, but sometimes I think weâre the only
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