falcon. Its beak is open; the huge wingspan takes up my entire vision and its talons just inches from my neck. Perhaps this is one of the labs or science rooms. I slip by the still-life. There's cluttered things unrelated to school piled everywhere like a storage unit. I follow a narrow and dimly lit path beyond a stack of chairs. I hear the type of bell that chimes when one enters a store. I proceed out of the strange packed room and it open to the outside. It should be the school hall but what I see is an empty town street and lamp posts. Outside of the door is a sign: Antiques . I'm in a store. There's no doubt this is a dream; the ugly sweater, Hunter's crew, Pete's death can't be real. I chuckle to myself—thank God. Out of the shadows, across the street, Hunter and his crew appear. I back away into the shop and shut the door. I peep out of the window and watch the gang search the street. I have no choice but to stay in this smelly place. I would never make the choice to enter an antique shop. Who in their right mind would go voluntarily and buy useless shit. The only thing I'd consider is vinyl; music and films are timeless, but who the hell needs a stuffed bird—really? The smell reminds me of Grandma Aisling's house where everything is old; stinks of dead flowers and mothballs. This place sucks. Walking up the aisle I hear I'm not alone. A young scrawny boy with glasses and dark brown hair writes on a black board 'I will follow the leader' repeatedly . A man too young to run an old shop stands behind the counter. He clearly looks out of place with his trendy style jeans, simple black t-shirt, and a wicked looking belt buckle. He could model definitely. I can picture him at a hardcore rock concert not an old-hole-in-the-wall antique shop. The man's hair is incredibly black which reminds me of pen ink that once exploded, ruining a pair of my favorite jeans. “What’s that kid doing?” I approach the counter. The attractive guy's smile is incredible. “Carver, you may go." The boy pushes his glasses up and the man behind the counter hands him a photo of a girl. "Don't forget your homework.” The boy nods and leaves without a glance in my direction. I try to listen to their thoughts, but I can't pick up anything. This is definitely a dream. Hello Alex. The man's soothing voice calls to me like a lullaby. Like a mood ring his eyes change too quickly to recall the colors. I stare into the rotating color wheels for eyes. The man's smile is just as impressive. He's handsome enough to be a celebrity. I like him instantly. Alex, you can hear me and I can hear you. I'm confused. How did he know my name? Is he a telepath? Yes I am. The man smile widens. Let's converse this way . That's easy. Talk without talking. What did that kid do? His path is none of your concern. I'm Red by the way. He holds out his hand. I take it. A strange current like a magnet clamps our hands together. It startles me so much, I let go. Sorry about that. But Red doesn't look sorry at all. The glint in his eyes looks more like he's testing me. What was that? I massage my palm. I suspected you to be a certain way and now I know that you are. I'm what. Able. That word means a lot; able to do; able to be; But I'm not able. I'm not anything. I find the word comforting for some reason. Perhaps is the messenger not the message that makes me feel this way. I'm not sure. There is nothing in your life you don't have influence over, Alex. You've made plenty of choices where you reign supreme, but your burdens are yours to bear. It's the only thing you haven't chosen to master. If you're like me, then maybe you'd understand how overwhelming it could be. All the lies, so many lies my head feels like it's gonna explode. I rub my head. Finally talking about myself to someone feels liberating but it's also makes me want to cry. I'm not sure why. Maybe I've held it in for too long. I watch his eye color stop changing, rest on an ocean