against his chest and scratches the back of her neck while she squirms.
âIâm the one who washes the dishes,â I say, pulling out the stool next to him and hopping up. I reach for a slice of bacon but Mateo slaps my hand away.
âItâs my birthday!â I say.
âMatthew,â my grandmother says. âYou are not twelve years old.â
âItâs still my bacon,â he says. Annabelle Lee sighs and collapses against his shoulder, quiet now.
âSo share your bacon,â I say.
Lucas grabs the plate from behind Mateoâs other shoulder and walks around to the other side of the island.
âDick!â Mateo says.
âI want bacon,â I grumble. I can ignore my queasy stomach for bacon.
âMaking more right this second,â my father says. He steps back to peer into the oven window. âAlmost ready. All of it yours.â
âIs that my birthday gift?â I ask.
âI thought that was just a Tuesday,â Mateo says, and nudges me in the side, his elbow sharp and pointy.
âNo, on Tuesday I eat an entire cow,â I say.
âAw, donât look like that,â he says. âYou know Iâm kidding.â
My grandmother sets down her mug and pushes it toward Mateo. âMake yourself useful, Matthew,â she says to my brother. He hops up and gives her a big smacking kiss on the cheek. He grabs her mug and wanders over to the coffee machine, Annabelle Lee still draped over his shoulder.
Lucas pushes the plate across the island to me. âKnock yourself out,â he says.
âThank you,â I say, and take an extra-crispy piece.
âIâll just eat the fresh batch,â he says.
âWhy are you here?â I ask him. âDo you have to be here?â
âItâs your last birthday at home,â he says, with his hand in his chin. âHow do you feel? Do you feel terrified about your future and all the stupid choices youâve made and all the mistakes youâre about to make?â
âI could come home for my birthday next year,â I say. I take another piece of bacon.
âOnce you leave youâre not coming back,â Mateo says,hopping back on his stool and kicking mine in a steady beat.
âWhy not? You come back all the time. Itâs like youâve never left. Itâs like weâre never going to get rid of you,â I say.
âYeah, but weâre like ten minutes away.â He leans over and drops Annabelle gently on the floor. She pads off around the island with Toby in fascinated pursuit. Soto is lying at my feet with her chin on her paws, looking off into the distance.
âLike five hours away,â Lucas says.
âFourteen hours and eight minutes,â Grandmother says. âBy car.â
âWhoâs counting?â my father says. He was the one who drove on that trip and I think he has blocked it all out, the fights over the radio and my grandmotherâs giant paper map and her acid anger about speed limits and roadside diners and me lying in the backseat with my ear buds cranked up so loud even the open windows couldnât drown out the bass.
âOkay, an hour by plane, though,â Mateo says.
âItâs only eight hours for me,â I say, as my father slides a pancake onto my plate. It is lumpy and pale on one side, black on the other.
âFirst one for the birthday girl,â he says. âAs is tradition.â
âThank you,â I say. I pick it up and drop it on the floor, as is tradition. Soto snatches it before it lands. âGood girl,â I say.
My father makes a humph noise at me and slides the next one onto my plate.
âReally?â I say. âDid you cook this?â I poke at it, and it oozes. âAre you eating these? You are going to make yourself sick.â
âReally, Charles,â my grandmother says. She slides gracefully off her stool and circles around to the stove. My father backs off as
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