saw Mum in her best coat, pale blue silk scarf wrapped across the dog collar. On her face an expression Jane had seen before, but not often.
Christ…
12
Purple haze
O UT THROUGH THE Cathedral’s back entrance, past the school buildings into old Hereford: the quiet grey-brown streets of offices and terraced houses. The direction you walked if you didn’t want to bump into anyone you might know. Or anyone at all.
Thinking,
Bloody hell… bloody hell, bloody hell.
But this was a small city and Merrily almost walked into Jane, in her green Gomer Parry Plant Hire T-shirt, fleece over an arm, looking desolate. A job-seeker on the barren streets.
They’d arranged to meet around half-four in the Cathedral café; they were both early.
‘I thought you were over at the council,’ Merrily said. ‘Looking for Neil Cooper.’
‘Got redirected to Castle Green. They found some— Anyway, I’ve seen him. Says he’ll find out if there are any openings. Not holding my breath.’
Evidently not. Oh God, there really was something wrong here. You spent so much time worrying about your own problems you could miss the obvious. She looked into Jane’s eyes. Please God, don’t let her be pregnant.
‘Jane, you really don’t have to rush into anything, you have lots of—’
‘I do, actually. Have to cram in everything I can get. Have to collect experience. Any kind. And money.’ Eyes glittering with something bafflingly close to anger, Jane nodded towards the hidden river. ‘And you’re going…?
‘Nowhere.’
God, that sounded… not as she’d intended. Jane’s eyes came back slitted.
‘I meant I was just walking,’ Merrily said. ‘To think about things.’
There was suddenly quite a few people about. The Cathedral School was letting kids out. They were in a public place, looking at one another in dismay.
Jane said, ‘You met the Bishop?’
‘Kind of.’
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‘Ah yes. Vicar of….’
‘Ledwardine.’
‘Of course. Ledwardine. “Heart of the New Cotswolds”. Didn’t I read that somewhere?’
Merrily nodding. Everybody had read that somewhere.
‘Though not entirely true,’ she’d said.
Wanting to say something halfway eloquent. Failing, through nerves; she
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