mothers]
Reading the definition a second time, I decide I like it. Grabbing a pencil, I rewrite the definition and tape it next to the
responsibility
card on the wall.
HOME â
Oneâs place of residence Lone Star Trailer Park
The social unit formed by a family living together Lone Star Trailer Park
A familiar or usual setting : congenial environment Lone Star Trailer Park
Where the heart is Lone Star Trailer Park
Oneâs own country Lone Star Trailer Park
An establishment providing care for the elderly Lone Star Trailer Park
An establishment providing care for unwed mothers Lone Star Trailer Park
I slide the dictionary into the bookshelf next to my mementos from Mrs. Jones and Mr. OâHare and Mr. Lopez. Missing them, I start to wonder what they did today. But I already know.
Mr. OâHare would have gone hunting space rocks . . . without me. The last time we went out together, he packed peanut-butter-and-jelly sandwiches and bottles of water for when we got tired. We sat in the shade of a big red boulder and some mesquite bushes, and fed crumbs to a desert horned lizard.
And Mr. Lopez would have painted a house. He works every day so he can send money to his family in Mexico. I wonder what color he created for todayâs house. He let me name the last batch he created, which looked likecaramel sauce for ice cream. He came up with all kinds of names, but he liked mine best. Butter-Brickle Yellow.
Itâs Sunday, the day after the last Saturday of the month, so Mrs. Jones would have gone to the library to pick up âretiredâ books from her friend. Maybe she brought home another adventure book, like
Treasure Island
and
Kidnapped
. I bet she waits until I get home so we can read it together. I wish I were there to help her put the new books on her shelves. She likes me to help her because sometimes she has to move a whole shelf of books, which is a lot of work. Last time we shelved books, she fixed us ice cream sundaes as a reward.
I wish I were there with them now. Most of all, I wish I was home with Mom. She liked to do fun things on Sundays, like go to the movies. Instead of fixing lunch, sheâd say, âWhatâll it be, kiddo? Popcorn or pretzels with mustard?â Then weâd each get something different at the movie and share with each other.
I read the definition for
home
one more time, then pull on my pajamas and turn back the covers.
Iâll read this definition every day, too
, I think as I switch off the light.
Maybe twice a day
.
Friday, October 2
5:48 P.M.
Squeezing the last plate and bowl into the dishwasher, I close the door and push the START button. I can hear the half brothers in the front room, talking loud. Friday nights are movie nights, which means arguments. What to have for snacks? Whoâs going to sit where? Which movie to watch?
None of which involves me. What involves me is my Responsibility Report. Itâs due on Sunday. I put
dishes
on the list and look it over. Another page is filling up fast. My second week is almost over.
Only two weeks? It seems like two years.
All four brothers burst into the kitchen. âItâs gonna be popcorn,â Matt says, scrounging in the pantry for microwave popcorn.
âWhy do you always get to choose?â Little Johnnyâs bottom lip droops, and his eyes look wet.
Lizzie walks into the kitchen. âWhatâs all the noise about?â
âNothing,â Matt says. âI got it under control.â He shuts the door on the microwave and punches in three minutes.
âBut Mark and me wanted to make instant pudding,â Johnny says. âWhy does Matt always get what he wants?â
â âCause heâs a control freak,â Mark says.
Right on, Mark! Deciding to leave the noisy kitchen to Lizzie, I head for the door.
âHold up, Frankie Joe.â She points me and the other boys to the kitchen table. We sit down and listen to popcorn
ping!
in the
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