she was taking me somewhere. The doctorâs, probably. I was pretty sick for the first little while.
Vinnie led me out the front door and the neighbour leaned over the fence. âThat her?â she asked. All I remember of the woman is the pink floral blouse she wore with a big frill around the neck. Like a posh frilled-neck lizard. Vinnie turned. âThis is my niece, yes.â The neighbour sized me up. âLooks like trouble,â she said. âSheâs got her motherâs mouth.â
The red blots descended. Later, I cut the heads off the flowers in her front garden. It was the only thing that helped draw the red away.
Since Xavier materialised, itâs been shitting down memories. Things I havenât thought about in years. Things I didnât think I remembered.
I pull out my phone and dial his number. But what am I even going to say?
The call goes to message bank: âIâm not around so leave a message. Probs wonât call you back, but, yeah. Beep.â
I hang up and slide the phone into my back pocket.
When I calm down, thereâs only one thing left in my head: âThe prick owes me moneyâ. Thatâs what Bill said.
I try to think rationally. Xavier owes his dad money. No big deal because a) Bill is a prick who deserves to be swindled and b) I owe Vinnie heaps â well, I will after she pays Steveâs medical bills. Itâs a childâs duty to owe their parents money. So itâs no big deal.
When I finally get back to Vinnie, she shoves a box of lettuces into my arms. âPut these â You look pale. Are you sick?â She grabs my chin.
I shake her off.
I hate that little crinkle between her brows; I hate when itâs there because of me.
I grab the lettuce and stuff it into the trolley. âI saw an Ian Curtis look alike. Iâm still swooning.â
She laughs, shaking her head. âWhat am I going to do with you?â
âI take her off your hands. I have son,â says Sergei. âShort but clean. Good match.â
Vinnie laughs. âFor her, maybe. Not such a good deal for him.â
As punishment for The Steve Sparrow Incident, Vinnie has given me a list of crappy jobs. First on the list: bin duty.
I drag the garbage across the tiled floor of the Emporium, ignoring the trail of bin juice. I push open the shopâs back door with my butt and lift the bag into the alley. The gate swings shut behind me.
Rain is falling steadily, the kind that covers you in a soft film of dampness the second you enter it.
Rain and bin juice; itâs like that sometimes.
As I drag the garbage along the cobblestones, a siren cuts through the rumble of traffic from Alexandra Parade. One of my earliest memories is of a siren. I canât remember who Juliet was living with then, but I can picture his boots as the policeman marched him out the door. Heâd wrapped the laces several times around the top before tying them. Juliet was crying, louder than the siren.
I lug the bag to the dumpster but a noise behind stops me short. My whole body tenses. I donât know karate but Iâll damn well give it a go.
I drop the garbage and swing round, fists raised.
Black jeans, black hoodie, bright-blue high-tops.
I grab my chest and fall against the dumpster. âHoly crap, Xavier. You scared the shit out of me.â
He stares wide-eyed like Iâm the last person he expected. Which is stupid because this is where I live
and
work â itâd be no fun playing
Whereâs Frankie?
in this part of the world.
âWhaâ?â He drags his fingers through his hair and laughs: a nervous splutter. No dimples. âWhat the fuck, hey?â
âWho were you expecting?â My heart is still trying to parachute out of my chest. âAnd donât say fuck.â
He laughs again. A little less nerves, a lot more dimple. âYouâve been my sister for a week and already youâre telling me what to
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